5-meo-DMT, Peak Single Dose Breaking the DMN default mode network running "Stinky Thinking", Reset Rapidly

Many people with PTSD from war or police work end up with horrendous traumatic experiences, including abused children, anyone substantially emotionally damaged by rejection, bullying, injuries, kids on the school bus I drove for years would echo a YouTube video saying out loud "Emotional Damage" 

Years ago I published a blog posting about using LSD to treat alcoholism, yet today evidence building that in a single dose, other shorter duration psychedelic drugs have the ability to create a stronger reset than lower dose daily psychiatric medications for depression.

Understanding Depression

Dr. Carolina Leaf published interesting books about how to achieve peak mental performance and health, exploring the underlying mental processes that either help improve your mood, memory, mental performance, or cause negative thoughts that are linking to causing toxic effect via degrading mind body relationships, moreover that if you have unhealthy thought life, those unhealthy thought become a chronic stress inside your mind, and because your mind entangled with your brain, and because your brain the master control organ in your body, any unhealthy thoughts if maintained can become toxic by causing regulatory dysfunction in the brain, which then creating regulatory dysfunction in the body. 

Chemical Shortcut

A single strong dose of strong psychedelic drug effectively shatters the default mode network, DMN, and this important for treating depression because resetting the DMN, allows rapid injection of healthier modes of thought to reflect on, that break up the dysfunctional thoughts that dominate underlining mechanism of depression.

Negative News & World Realities

If a person studies reality enough to understand all the problems in the world, and knowledge of these problems becomes part of their normal thoughts, then frustration with government and industry failing to reduce pollution, unfair trace, crime, corruption, or other problems, such as the housing crisis, currency inflation crisis, US national debt crisis, insourcing and outsourcing, child trafficking, new forms of fraud and scams, in effect, if you only run negative ideas through your mind, then it will sour your world view and make you frustrated and angry and bitter and negative, which are the hallmarks of depression, not wanted to even engage in an unfair world with so many problems. 

Zooming Out at Totality of the Evidence

Your personal life probably does not contain all those problems you read about or saw in a video online, and if your being honest, many of those things that happen in the past are no longer happening, and many of those bad things that happened to you were not your fault, and even if they were you fault, your not that person anymore. In effect, if you have depression, you need to develop a healthier mental model, your default mode thinking normal needs to contain happy thoughts, nice ideas, pleasant memories, go back in your head to happier memories, reflect on nice ideas, hold these pleasing pleasant thoughts front and center in your mind. 

Gender Confusion Frustration Science Biology Faith Tradition

Maybe your like marriage, family, faith in God and traditional binary gender, and find the SJW WOKE transgender stuff in media annoying like me. You might wonder why any school counselor would groom a minor into gender change before the person old enough to understand, noting children can be easily steered by adults with words, so those counselors are manipulating kids, and when a minor chooses to undergo gender conversion, when they become an adult, it may not be possible to go back when they realize that was not really them, but instead it was the counselor persuading them when they were young and impressionable. This kind of reflection about Gender could piss someone off, make them frustrated, angry, and degrade the default mode network with negative thinking. 

Alcohol Toxicity Increasingly Trending on Social Media

People under 30 are almost not interested in alcoholic beverages. Industry representatives of big alcohol are concerned, yet many are pivoting to making mocktails, ethanol free beer and wine, also known as zero beer, zero wine, na beer, na wine. Using low temp vapor distillation beer wine or spirits can be evaporated to remove most of the alcohol content down to less than half of one percent, or less than 1 proof. This is similar to a rotary evaporator used in science labs to remove solvents and isolate desired product.

Ethanol the active part of alcohol beverages causes toxic inflammation in the brain, liver, kidneys, gut membranes, and at higher doses alcohol can product fatal poisoning. Evidence building that ethanol and HFCS both acutely harm liver cells, and in some ways ethanol metabolically similar to pre-digested fructose, the sugar in HFCS, which means high FRUCTOSE corn syrup, invented in Japan 1987, and widely used as a sweetener in soda or pop. 

Soda cold beverages in cans popular in Islamic countries, even though cold soda the leading cause of NAFLD non-alcoholic fatty liver disorder. Chronic soda consumption causing phosphate kidney damage because of phosphoric acid in soda pop. Phosphoric acid in soda also erodes toot enamel and dentin, causing oral disease acceleration. In many ways soda as toxic as alcohol, because people do not understand that soda toxic, that regular consumption of soda promotes obesity and metabolic diseases like high blood sugar and type 2 diabetes. 

Cannabis, Magic Mushrooms

THC, Psilocybin, other psychedelics, chocolate, black pepper, cloves, nutmeg, morning glory seeds, bath salts, analogs of ketamine medications, 5HT-A receptor agonists, we see billions of investment, companies like AtaiBeckley of AB are commercializing psychedelic drugs, BPL-003, with break-through approval from the FDA, raising $300 million in capital quickly. My list of foods and common fun drugs, weed, magic mushrooms, that's because coffee, tea, kava tea, GABA supplement, L-theanine, many substances sold as supplements, even a multi-B vitamin, can be psychedelic, so can smoking tobacco. 

The first time my wife and I split a cigarette we became high as a kite, it was crazy intense, we immediate wondered "no wonder drivers smoking do dangerous things in traffic, smoking deeply intoxicating. Princess Dianna died in part because the driver of her car was intoxicated from inhale smoking a cigar, which introduce a lot of CO and Nicotine to the blood stream, which could alter a persons ability to safely operate an automobile. Yet many consider that Dianna was murdered and it was made to look like an accident, because the Royal family wanted to get rid of her, so King Charles could get with his real love, you know the idea. 

Unboxed Automotive Manufacturing, Cheaper EV, Made Cheaper, Faster, Better, Unboxed Therapy for Vehicle Production

40% less space, vehicle drives itself down the line, 60% less wire loom harness, weighs less, 80% fewer cooling pipes, direct routing of inverter motor integrated axial flux drive, even in HEV, PHEV, REEV, even where legacy ICE engine only operates at a specific RPM for best efficiency make electrical power as a generator onboard to power drivetrain axial IPM motor, and recharge the traction battery.

Na chemical symbol for Sodium, think Sea Water, abundant

Replacing Lithium Ion Batteries with NEW Na-Ion batteries, no more bottleneck in elements

This means we can build billions of open box assembled cheap EV's with Na Ion, though at first they will continue using LFP and NCA, for best inertial performance, fuel burning range extender concept going mainstream, for decades locomotives have electric drive motors and diesel generators that power them, strong series hybrid systems. Welcome to 2030+ model year range extended electric vehicles, also made on open box assembly lines. 

Toyota, Ford, GM, they are vertically integrating to enable Open Box Production, and this painful transition going to end supplier relationships, notice with AXIAL flux IMP front and rear drive, AWD, then onboard range extender engine, there is no transmission, the power electronics conjectured directly to the axial flux IPM drive motors varies the speed, a simple data cable from the EV drive tells the range extender when to turn on, how long to run, how much power to make, to run in series direct and send the power directly to the drive, or save it in the large capacity traction battery. 

EV dumpster fire, Lucid & Mercedes had to lower prices to $70K from over $100K to compete with Tesla price cuts

Real dumpster, lithium mining supply maxed out, water pollution where lithium being mined, not that any company making money cares about some foreign people being hurt by mine pollution, the real death nail in legacy automakers, competition from China. 

REE's for IPM & Axial Flux EV Motors 

BYD and others, noting China also the worlds largest maker of lithium ion batteries and rare earth minerals, noteworthy because REE's are used in EV motors, as magnetic, you know those NdFeB super strong M52 high flux magnets that give IPM motors their torque and horsepower or KW of performance, when even in 5X lower mass AXIAL flux IPM, those same kind of magnets are needed, even if less of them, scaling EV production to make billions of vehicles for billions of people, we have a natural resource problem way beyond the scope of China stealing sales from Legacy Automakers. 

Mining Insufficient Supply 

There does not exist enough aluminum production, enough copper production, enough steel protection, enough titanium or magnesium production and certainly not enough REE production outside of China, or Chip production, since AI eating up DRAM and GPU and CPU and related SOC, faster than every, driving up electrical and water costs for residential customers near data centers causing New York to ban data center builds, citing noise, light, humming, water consumption and huge power demands that have raised electricity prices in some locals near big data centers by as much as 267% in less than a year. 

Toyota Hybrid Synergy Drive

For 25 years they have been the big daddy of selling millions of strong hybrid passenger light duty vehicles to regular people, including ride hailing business like lift or uber, because a Prius offers the lowest total cost of ownership, so a cab driving a Prius makes that cab driver more money per trip, by slashing his or her fueling costs, so much fuel cost savings that it pays for the entire Prius capital cost eventually, even taking into account replacing the hybrid battery. How, well that depends on fuel prices locally where the hybrid operated. In many locals in Europe unleaded gasoline retails at fuel pumps for over $8USD per US gallon, about double or slightly more per unit of gasoline that Americans pay at retail gas pumps for the same fuel. 

In Iran or some other shitty third world country, with as Fashion state, gasoline sells for cents per dollar, way less than $1 per US gallon, often $0.22 or less per liter, some $0.11 cents per liter for petrol. If fuel costs more than the hybrid's better fuel economy produces a fast pay back period, or ROI in terms of fueling cost reduction savings, that means if you buy a hybrid and operate it for 20 years, you will save more money in reduced fueling costs than you paid for the vehicle, if the fuel prices are high enough to create these savings. 

You Do You, Mind Your Own Business, YOLO, I can't Choose for You, You can't Choose for Me

Demonic version "Do what thou wilt" in todays terms "do whatever you want", this kind of hyper selfish mindset basis causes many people to be incredibly selfish and blatantly inconsiderate, something that has annoyed me since I was a small boy, since I go out of my way to be considerate of others, even before I became a God fearing evangelical bible reading Christian. 

As a Boy Scout, I made an oath to help other people at all times, to be mentally, physically, & morally strong, doing my best to do my duty to God and my country to protect the Constitution of United States from any enemy foreign or domestic, yet in so many examples companies are violating laws and the constitution in excessive radical extreme legal or illegal actions to increase profits. 

Including cringy, immoral and unethical things, such as Merck selling VIOXX when they knew 5 years before any VIOXX sales that many consumers of VIOXX would die from cardiovascular problems caused by side effects of VIOXX use. 

Another example, Takada the worlds largest maker of airbags for vehicle safety, knew 5 years before recalling airbags, that switching to cheaper ammonium nitrate was corroding the airbag inflater steel cylinder, then when airbag triggers, that corroded steel would shatter explosively throwing deadly shrapnel into drivers neck and face, killing many drivers in low speed collisions, eventually leading to the largest recall in history. 

Point, companies are willing to kill people to make money. These companies are run by sociopathic executives who place increasing profit above any other concern, maximizing profit making by any means, legal or not. Think, Johnson & Johnson knowingly including asbestos in baby powder. 

Alien Contact Disclosures, UAP, Notice in 2026 more and more governments releasing UAP reports publicly

 In faith communities, speculated that space aliens are actually demons from hell pretending to be space aliens to steal from, trick, confuse or kill people, and so called Alien Abductions can be interrupted or stopped if the person having the abduction experience prays outlooks to Jesus Christ for help, or if they step into a Faraday cage which block the signals satanic beings or evil spirits are using to create the mental perception of a Alien Abduction, which is just sound and light manipulation, not actually real, but for the person experiences the Alien Abduction, it seems real, sort of like how VR kickboxing on Meta Quest using with imaging and sound makes it seem like you are somewhere else, when you are actually just working out in your underwear in your living room, but upon putting on the VR goggles, your mind transported into a Digital World, Ready Player One movie touched on this. 

Directed Microwave Audio Weapons, Screeching Sound in Your Head

 Many reports suggest companies in Russia have been selling portable microwave weapons, pulse microwave emitters tuned to match resonance of the ear or brain, that when directed at a person produces a loud screaming noise, when images, the victim grabs at their ears with their hands to cover both ears, but the sound only increases, its in their head, caused by pulsing microwave directly through a horn antenna into a narrow beam like a flashlight, or laser beam, that can be pointed directly at a person, the only way to foil the attack, to literally wear a full face motorcycle helmet style foil hat, that acts a faraday Cades around your head, with attenuates or shunts the microwave pulses to keep microwave audio attack from causing a loud screeching in your head. 

Now this gets really weird with 5G NR high band range near 60 gigahertz, microwave band, with mobile data, that means interaction online produces pulsed microwave omnidirectional output from your phone, as does digital voice calls, PWM and documented cases of people hearing voices or garbled noises in their head, while using their latest 5G smartphone, so the microwave audio effect happening even at very low power levels or SAR low power absorption levels, now issue even worse for people living in near or around the 5G trashcan transceiver towers, where thousands of channels of pulsing microwave signals are being receives and emitted continually 24/7. 

Kill Switch in your 2026 Car, Truck or SUV

US government, Automakers, Big Tech, worked together to build an electronic override into every vehicle sold, even farming equipment, notable John Deere models, boats, ships, commercial trucks, any on road vehicle, from school bus to ambulance, or any passenger light duty vehicle. 

They can Kill your Vehicle in Motion

In effect anything with a battery electric motor drive like a Tesla Model 3 or any Hybrid or Gas ICE, all automobiles sold in the USA can be deactivated by a 3rd party with the specific tool required, and while only the FBI or CIA are allowed to have this tool legally, anyone can buy the tool or what is needed to build one online, so even criminals could, can, and have done this. 

Device Repair Laws Shelved, Toothless, Not Enforced

When the special kill signal sent it turns the engine off, so your vehicle coasts to a stop, and cannot be accelerated. Your rights of repair have been sold off so pervasively that they are working actively to block the OBDII diagnostic port so that you are unable to plug in a scan tool to see what is wrong with your vehicle. BMW noteworthy for selling a heated seat subscription, and GM On Star for example in many trucks and SUV, many of the features that came on the vehicle can only be used if you pay a monthly subscription. 

Monthly Subscriptions for Basic Vehicle Functions

Kinsey reports that automakers can make an additional $250 billion in profit annually by putting subscription services into vehicles. Tesla notoriously charges up to $15,000 to turn on FSD features, when the hardware and software are already on the vehicle without this expensive fee, but you cannot use it without paying extra directly to Tesla who can sell vehicle directly to the public, and who are the only company who can do services or repairs on Tesla, you have to bring it back to a Tesla dealer. Riches Rebuild on YouTube shows how it's possible to circumvent these lockouts, yet the law sides with Tesla not owners of BEV's made by Tesla and sold to regular people. 

Its Your Vehicle or Phone, They Control It

So you spend your hard earned money on a new Tesla but you have no rights to have anyone you select to work on it, legally only Tesla allowed to work on your Tesla. I pick on Tesla because they are the only automaker in America allowed to sell directly to the public, yet I can go on Amazon and buy a 1 ton hydraulic shovel, or digger, or front loader, with wheels or tank tracks, that can scale a 30 degree slope at up to 12 miles per hour, for around $5000 to $25000 sent directly to my home, no license, no registration, no insurance, no warranty, no services, no spare parts, made in China, its the Wild West online.

Buy Anything Online, Except New Automobiles, Dealer Law, Scamming America 

On many automobile website you can buy a used car, truck or SUV and they drop ship it on a flat bed truck to any street address or driveway you specify, then driver shows up with the vehicle, 2 keys, paperwork, its your, you can shop online for used cars, not new ones. This is also a dealership scam, including blocking your right to repair your stuff, be that a smartphone, smartwatch or automobile, that also spy on you actively. 

Public Safety Driver Lockout ADAS, Misused by Criminals

Not including project PRISM, in just a few more years, the camera in the dash will lock you out of operating if it thinks your intoxicated or unfit to drive based on your face and eye movements, skin temp of your face, steering inputs, and you cannot turn theses features off, the government selling it with industry under the ideas that it prevent drunk driving, yet they can OTA disable you from operating your vehicle by having the lockout system claim you are not fit to drive based on biometric measurements. 

More SSD space, EDR stores even More NOW, Zero Privacy of Driver 

EDR Enhanced Data Recorder, stores data about pedal use, vehicle speed, driver inputs to the steering wheel or shifter, vehicle mode of operation, engine temp, transmission temp, any or all vehicle related data, any driver inputs, including speed of operation, outside weather, so that if you get into an accident, the police or insurance can without your permission, pull the EDR data, a complete violation of your privacy, but worse, they can also lock you our of driving your car, turn your engine or motor off while your driving, and so can any other third party who illegally misuse that same tool or technology. 

Blah Blah Blah

 So what, make your point, I am in a hurry, who cares, that sucks, your not me, whatever, clever, Trevor, said forever, a new letter, better now, pow, cow, milk, cereal, break, face, ace, place, space, rocket, stove, top, elevated, placated, educated, misdirected, mind directed, content directed, fake hyper real images photo shopped, just can't stop doom scrolling on my smartphone, hit my head, I am not dead, now one home, I out to lunch, AFK, drop and line, I snort them often, losing my mind 

Minset Capture Technology, Your Emergent Cognitive Model of Natural Human Inteliigence NHI

 SOC of a smartphone today exists with neuromorphic compute cores for ai application acceleration in hardware, etches CMOS into multiple layer silicon data cities, information superhighways designed into CPU & GPU & DRAM, information explosion, more kinds of possibly mindsets and ideologies. If we consider thousands of nuclear bomb tests inside the USA, the US government took advantage of the lack of technical sophistocation of the general public or lay persons, but with internet access anyone at any time including digital agents called agentic entities can become connected with any kind of information, which will shape its choices and outcomes, where a persons brain 88 billion neurons forming dynamic scalable networks of different kinds in response to what a person thinks of or knows about, so even normal people can easily become very technically sophisticated about chip making FAB nodes, emerging kinds of IC or integrated circuits, computational software platforms like operating systems Windows on Intel chips, or Apple Silicon running macOS, or commodity PC hardware running any of many LINUX distros, in America in 2026 you probably have an iPhone or Samsung Android Phone, now just looking at the public mindset in response to information technology, there are an extraordinary number of possible cognitive outcomes. Today I was watching a video about people recycling motherboards from America, e-waste, many main-boards burned in a rotating oven to make ash, screens by size, ultimately sorted into past in filters finally smelted to extract gold Au nuggets a few grams at a time, using a toxic nitric acid processes that emits reddish fumes in the video, then 6 different combustion stages, where dioxins, furans, particulate matter, smog forming air pollutants, main board logic made of phenol treated with bromine flame retardant acting as a plastic glue holding the fiber glass threads together, with drilled holes tin lined to be conductive, where a few hundred ATX main-boards are able to be put through this toxic crude processing for e-waste gold recovery, that has toxic impacts on the workers doing the e-waste gold recovery, and toxic impacts on the environment near and around the location in Pakistan where they are doing mother board gold recovery smelting recycling. 

Cannabis Legalization, Not Uniform in America, Only Some States Legalized Cannabis Products

 famous for being one of the first US states to legalized Weed, cannabis or marijuana, strains of a plant species that produces THC, CBD, CBN, CBG, terpenes, & thousands of other substance that contribute to the combined effects of substance in marijuana flowers, those nuggets of crystal coated plant materials that users smoke through a pipe, water bong, in joints made of rolled cannabis in paper, or vaporized on a hot nail or heated apparatus that produces the required heat needed to boil off the active components, often with concentrate made with supercritical CO2 extract, or butane honey oil, crackle, a semi solid, cannabis oil, wax, its the extracted active parts removed with solvent then rendered into cold honey thick or butter like solid, which readily heats into a vapor inhaled for enjoyment, which gets us to the human receptors CB1 and CB2 distributed throughout the body & brain.

Brains CB1 & CB2 Receptors

Our brain manufactures two kinds of endocannabinoids, called 2AG and Anandamide respectively. These natural ligands for the CB1 & CB2 receptor play a variety of roles in apatite, flavor & taste appreciation, music enjoyment, movie enjoyment, bliss, calm, peace, relaxation, pain suppression, sleep maintenance, and many other roles, as this is not an exhaustive list, and I am not a doctor. 

Illegal Cannabis, Yet Legalized, Which is it? 

My personal interest in cannabis started when it was not legal, back when I was a tense teen at age 17 on the edge of suicide. I was distraught after reading about the life & times of Christopher Columbus, a psychopathic murdering rapist sicko, who happened to discover the "new world" of what would become a colony of the Kingdom of Britain or the United Kingdom of UK of today. Incidentally 7 other explorers found America after Columbus, but almost now one knows their names, no Holidays to Honor others who found USA, or more accurately North America when mostly only indigenous people's lived in North America. 

Columbus Learning Made Me Want to Kill Myself

I was so distraught learning about Columbus's horrible criminal personal conduct, that I became deeply demoralized, grabbed a hand gun, held it against my head, chambered a round, had my finger on the trigger about to blow my head off, when suddenly my cell phone rang, it was Adam a friend from school, it was Friday evening. He instructed me on the phone to immediately come down to the party him and other people from my High School were having at local hotel room. It was in this very hotel room that I first encountered illegal marijuana, and was peer pressured into trying it, but found only a deep sense of relief, though on the way home the paranoid aspect made me think every car on the road as a police car determine to nail us for illegal drug consumption. Probably a psychological side effect of D.A.R.E education, ironically realizing that everything I had been taught about cannabis was incorrrect and inaccurate and non-scientific. Fast forward a decade and Oregon legalized weed. 

THC Reset Me to Feeling Joy of a Young Child 

I woke up the next morning on Saturday and felt like I was 5 years old. All those topics from a class my junior year called Contemporary World Events by Dr. Schneider, had been weighing on my mind, feeling heavy, upsetting and frustrating, to the point of feeling like I did not want to live in a world with such sickness, so many problems, so much inequality, crime, fraud, scams, war lords, Ponzi schemes, scandals, consumer betrayals, public health betrayals, in a world where government places industry profit interests above that of the environmental or public health, where corporations are given more rights than people, which seems immoral, unethical and wrong on many levels. 

One hit of THC cured years of Trauma

But having just gotten high for the first time the night before, I woke up without a care in the world, as if that one trip reset my entire mental index, allowing me to understand that I am not those problems and those problems are not me, that I am not responsible for those problems, and if I were in charge, I would fix most of those problems, by starting with changing Colobus day to Indigenous Peoples day, which eventually happened, Juneteenth not just about the abolition of slavery in the USA, its also about the indigenous peoples of the USA seeing some kind of justice or social equity, not that this ever actually translated into lifestyle improvements of such peoples or their children, moreover a philosophic euphemism with an echo to egalitarian humanitarian ethics or human rights laws.  

Drugs Legal or Not Causing Biochemical Imbalances

The problem with prescription drugs and drugs of abuse, including alcohol, tobacco, opioids, cannabis, MDMA, Cocaine, Heroin, Sugar added in food, UPF bliss point engineering, its that these excesses, knock the bodies systems out of balance, promoting disease formation, effectively disturbing homeostasis, interfering with cell signaling, or receptor functions, causing brain or organ problems, just like exposure to heavy metals or radioactive isotopes are toxic, ethanol also harms our brain, liver & kidneys, as drunk driving causes many car accidents, bar fights and other problems, yet beer, wine, spiritus, liquor and mixed drinks even sold in cans now, perfectly legally, containing the toxic substance ethanol as the active ingredient. 

Zero Ethanol Gasoline

I even buy ethanol free gas for the mowers and weed whacker and my car, because in many application ethanol in gasoline promote corrosion of the fuel system, destroying gaskets, causing rust to form inside tubes important for the engine to work, E10 fuel widely sold gasoline, damages carburetors faster, sours faster, as in oxidize forming waxy threads inside of 4 months. Go to https://www.pure-gas.org/ a web repository of fuel stations in America that sell Ethanol Free Gasoline, to find a fuel station near you selling gasoline with no ethanol content. 

Food Killing America 

If UPF including Soda & white sugar are harming public health more than Alcohol, then that makes Safeway a mass murderer. People want to demonize drugs and make them taboo, but everyone almost theses days knows that ultra processed foods are harming public healthy more than anything else, in part because few people understand how harmful such things as Oreo cookies are, when in reality they are made by a global tobacco giant using the same chemical manipulation they used to make cigarettes more additive, the same kind of child marketing, looked at commercial breakfast cereals with brightly colored logos with fun characters designed to appeal to young minds, of children riding in the grocery basket, who see these colorful characters and ask for industrial ultra processed items from their mom, when educated mommies say "No little one, we are going to eat carrots with peanut butter and raisins" who only buys organic all natural items, cooks at home from ingredient and largely shuns buying any UPF. 

LSD Serotonin Receptors, Controlling Public, How 100 micrograms of Ethlyated Lysergie Acid, Derived from Ergot Fungus, Produce Profound Effects on Neuron Plasticity

Many so called mental illnesses originate from imbalances in thinking, that somehow or another imbalance the mind-body connection. Note how our brain the master control organ of our bodies.

ANT's or automatic negative thoughts, if maintained or dwelled on, "I am not good enough, no one likes me, I always mess up, I am not good at anything" "I hate myself" "I don't like who I am" "I hate those voices in my head" "I am a lousy person" "I am an less than I could have been" "I am a failure" like that

Any kind of inner self condemnation, even if it's accurate, often inaccurate, or hyperbolic, or unfair, or your being unreasonable and not gracious with your self appraisal. If this kind of automatic negative thought become a pattern of thinking, then it become part of your minds default mode network of DMN.

To understand the human mind in terms of LLM's, large language models, first understand what how networks are configure. I want you to think of a very large tree with thousands of branches & tens of thousands of leaves. If the trunk of that tree was a major fiber optic bundle IR pumped high bandwidth core node of a internet system, then individual devices like a smartphone are the leaves if that data tree, its branches are the network. 

Your brain & mind are a network, of networks, but like an enormous orchard or huge tree's, in this example of your brain, each neuron glial support cell system both the CPU & Memory, which in your brain means you have almost 88 billion leaves, if your brain stem & spinal cord were the trunk of your brain tree. But in the brain the leaves are connected to there leaves, known as axion, cross branched, similar to how internet nodes can have overlapping connections.

Your mind is a network of networks with hundreds of millions of tree's, fractal networks, that form looping feedback systems, running massively parallel, your mind somewhat like CUDA architecture from NVIDIA, operates all those many billions of neuron cores, incredibly your brain wetware, it dynamic rewires both its information handling and physical structure in response to what you think on, what you do, what you focus on, what you see, what you listen too, thus all life experiences, unique to each person result in a mental model running on their brain hardware, that we call the mind. 

The human mind complex to study because everyones mind in a continual state of flux, constantly changing the way it operates, how it thinks, what it thinks about, noting how change as we age in terms of what we value or care about, reflects this physical change in the brains structure of information handling, noting that your brain swimming in a bone box filled with spinal fluid, mostly sealed from light and sound, so it only has sensory input signals to make sense of the world. In other words everyone has a mental model that is custom to them, custom fit to their brain, slightly different that other peoples mental model, mind or brain. That makes studying difficult because a standard model never fits everyone correctly, just as there exists zero one size fits all shoes. 

What does this have to do with a mind altering drug that was popularized during the counter culture revolution in 1960's America, with Timothy Leary, Turn On, Tune In, Drop Out, inspiring so many young adults to reject institutions, call government agencies into question, stop trusting so called experts, and embrace a free love movement where STI And STD got going in big ways. The social preconditions required for Burning Man to come into existence, the ultimate secular rejection of traditional Christianity, embrace of every new age philosophy, so many sociopath executive attend burning man, a ticket to access burning man costs more than a thousand dollars now. 

Delysid made by Sandoz a division of what is now called Novartis, who sold LSD worldwide during the 1950's onward. MK Ultra and many other 60's projects used LSD as a model example of mental illness. Yet in so many creative industries, people that write fiction, artists, musicians, LSD dose causes the brains networks to connect to themselves differently for up to 25 hours post dose, able to brake up the DMN responsible for maintaining alcoholism and PTSD, trauma related disturbances to the mind. 

Many adults suffering from a range of mental disorders seem to benefit from taking a single strong dose of LSD, which effectively rapidly increases neuron plasticity, able to help the brain rewire to itself in a healthier happier way, especially when combined with counseling, faith, prayer, meditation on loving kindness, focusing on forgiveness, peace, tranquility, joy, happiness, when the user set and setting encourages a healthy trip, then many enjoy profoundly therapeutic benefits. 

The US Government, War on Drugs, researching informed them "they" who outlawed LSD & other Psilocybin, Ketamine, Methamphetamine, Qualludes, Benzos, Pain Killers, Cocaine, MDMA, DMT, mescaline, analogs of any of these molecules, a worldwide death campaign targeting drug manufacturing of drugs of abuse, recreational drugs, this was all about societal control. 

Research showed the US government that if general public of America continued to turn their brain on more getting high on LSD, it would cause widespread nearly complete loss of trust in the government, disrespectful towards authority of any kinds, or societal decay. 

In reality the widespread adult consumption of single hits of LSD combine with counseling would help the general public erase traumatic memories, move on, become healthier and happier. In essence, outlawing drugs was to keep the general public in line, it was about power & control.  

PCP Angle Dust, NMDA Receptor Agonist, Maddox Dr Who Invented "It", VICE Episode Exploring Analogs with Fewer Side Effects

From Wikipedia entry on NMDA receptor, these are a major part of the CNS important for learning, memory, neuroplasticity, and are the target of drugs including and similar to PCP or street drug angel dust, which incidentally does not cause violence, instead the effects depend on the user, so a violent person who takes it, or smokes sherm dipped cigarettes. 

PCP will remove the mental barriers that keeps user in line following laws, giving rise to media reports of criminals high on PCP with super human strength, but the overwhelming majority of people who consumer some form of PCP, are just having a psychoactive experience or their mind and body connection disconnected temporarily, giving rise to the term dissociative anesthetic. 

Our (Mind-Body) connection powerful, sometimes negative thoughts can become diseases

Our body naturally actives NMDA receptors with glycine an amino acid or the stimulating glutamate, made famous for the Asian salt Monosodium Glutamate, which makes meat, chicken or fish taste better.

If a NMDA receptor over activated, influx of Ca2+ ions can cause over activation excitotoxicity, implicated as a causal factor for Alzheimer's diseases, Parkson's diseases, and Huntinton's diseases. Agents that block the NMDA receptor are useful for treating these diseases.

MK-801, ketamine, amantadine, memantine are antagonist that bind to the NMDA receptor blocking its activation.

So a few questions arise

1 why did the US government intelligence agency bring PCP to inner urban areas

2 why did agents teach locals how to make PCM to dip cigarettes into to smoke SHERM

3 why did government work with media to air stories of violent people high on PCP

4 why did media demonize PCP as a violent drug, when it was criminals, not PCP

5 why have NMDA receptor drugs become so important in medicine as prescription drugs

6 why have street users of angel dust who are non violent been demonized in media

Iran's Nuclear Program not about Commercial Power & Never Was

Ayatollah vowed to wage global war against "The West" back in the middle of the twentieth century. That means the Islamic Republic of modern day Iran's government under its enforcement of Sharia Law, has zero to do with the History of Iran, and tantamount to a terrorist state of terrible hate filled violent criminal sickos who break every single human rights laws in existence as their operating principle.

Straight of Hormuz important to oil tanker traffic and commercial shipping or global logistics, that means the movement of valuable goods over water in giant expensive ships that mostly belong to private companies. When a illegitimate state such as IRAN attacks privately owned commercial ships, that is an act of terrorism, because that is not war, that is a state attacking private companies.

 

As an American, ideologically speaking, the way I see the world, in terms of human rights, almost entirely opposite of Sharia Law. Sharia Law looked at in terms of human gender equity for woman similar to the way the world was in the 1400's when that despot pervert pedophile war lord founder of Islam was alive. Muhammad was peaceful up until he moved to Mecca, when he lived in Medina he only used rhetoric to win people over. When he moved to Mecca he became a famous war lord, who lead armies of his men to sack, pillage, rape, steal from, murder and take all their stuff of value, all the cities they attacked. Then to engender loyalty from his army, he would share the spoils of war, what they took from all the victims, gold coins, silver coins, rare valuable items, anything of value, so his men idolized him from making them wealthy through military conquests.

 

When I play CS an FPS game on my desktop computer, I always play CT, counter terrorist, that means I am for fun, playing a military simulation, where I behave as the world police, to stop terrorists from bombing a commercial location.

In the documentary movie "Requiem for the American Dream", famed professor Noam Chomsky called America the worlds largest terrorist, in part because America at every level exports every kind of firearm or weapon system worldwide. In other words, the military industrial complex parts of the United States are a global arms bizarre open for sales to anyone with money to buy, mostly other western states.  

Now the people of America are almost diametrically opposed to the USA acting as the world police, and the overwhelming vast majority of Americans are not even willing to hurt someone else physically for any reason. Notice that most people who go into medicine in America have the intention of helping others. Or how how Americans have historically been the most generous in terms of the public in America giving money to global charities to help address global poverty or fund humanitarian relief programs. 

 

A sane person might wonder, if all the people I encounter are friendly and polite in America, then why is the US government acting as the world police, shooting drones at all sorts of people & vehicles and engaged in a global assassination campaign? That's right, using very expensive UAV with even more expensive air to surface missiles, each costing as much as a luxury car, while the drone itself costs millions of dollars, amid the US racking up national debt so fast that online you can find a US National Debt Clock, but its not just America, among most nations with Fiat Currencies, a global debt crisis of more than $400 trillion dollars missing or MIA or owned to ourselves. That means we are borrowing from future generations, or cheating our children and grandchildren.  

Iran Fires Disposable Single Use Explosive Drones at Commercial Ships after Signing a Ceasefire & Peace Agreement

Trump issues a stark warning, either keep the Strait of Hormuz open to commercial ship travel, or the US will continue precision strikes of critical infrastructure to cripple the Iranian uranium enrichment program, power production, oil, gas, water, roads, bridges, ports, in order of economic importance or national security interest importance. 

 

Iran run by incompetent Islamic extremists who enacted and enforce sharia law, causing millions of young girls to be married off to adult men, while GLBTQ+ people discovered to be so by police in Iran are shot on demand murdered for apostasy, stoned to death or dropped from tall buildings into the street. In other words the state of Iran engages in hate crimes and endorses pedophilia. 

I really like the Persian people of Iran, the traditional foods of Iran, the Persian language, many aspects of the 9000 + year old culture of Iran are fantastic, making what happened to Iran after the fall of the Shaw so terrible in a perpetual ongoing chaotic way, nearly all other countries denounce sharia law as incompatible with human rights, to the point of being cringy, disturbing, cruel, mean spirited and unfair on many levels to girls & women. 

When your heart neurons, gut neurons, & brain neurons align, doing what you know at every level to be good, choosing the right with all sincerity, making the world a better place, making the difference for someone else

Who can say if your love grows as your heart grows, saith Enya, in her song, Only Time

Yet people even as babies have an intrinsic sense of right and wrong, able to tell the difference between a good or bad person, before knowing almost nothing about anything as a young infant, a young baby, born with a blank slate brain knowing almost nothing. 

Probably a stretch philosophically, but I believe the overwhelming vast majority of people understand the difference between right or wrong conduct as a person. 

I am not telling anyone else what to think, how to choose, how to act, what to care about, how to steer their focus, or how to live best, since I could never know enough about anyone else to give them specific pointed instructions in every possible way about the best way for them to live, because clearly I do not even know the best way to live for myself as a person, so on what grounds would I have to claim to know with authority a superior way to think, act, live or operate as a person.

I seek to create unity between people worldwide, across time, space, culture and place, to agree to disagree peacefully, to go our own ways in peace, to be kind to one another, to be polite and fair & reasonable with one another as people, unity, peace, kindness, loving kindness 

At my best I show loving kindness to other people, strangers, when it make zero sense, when there is not personal benefit, when its pure genuine benevolence, kindness, being fair, reasonable, polite, decent, operating above suspicion, doing my best to do my best in all ways at all times obedient unto the Lord our God, master creator of all in all realms, out of humble respect for God and not wanting to remove his blessing from my life or that life of my wife who I adore.

CS2, ultra classic FPS for Desktop PC or Gaming Laptops

 After more than 20 years of playing Counter Strike on every game console, every laptop, every desktop, I can say its about as neoclassical as the tab on a pop can containing 5182 alloy of mostly aluminum with 4.5% magnesium & 0.3% manganese, cold strain hardened, amenable to every kind of welding, extremely ductile able to be drawn into complex 3D shapes, while the mouse and W A S D keys of a keyboard are the primary typical inputs for gaming, even illuminated specially on some gaming keyboards, but had did Valve the gaming company behind STEAM the online gaming platform, create a perpetually interest.

 

E-sports game popular worldwide across generations of people, so many iterations of computer and software advances, really a glimmering shimmering amazing example of a game that transcends space and time, connecting with millions of players globally, showing the best of what high speed internet can become when mixed with a computer powerful enough to play Counter Strike with enough frames per second displayed to be playable in a fluid way that players enjoy, special thanks to AMD, Intel & NVIDIA for making it happen, and Kudos to Microsoft & Valve for supporting PC gaming! 

 

In the context of artificial intelligence data centers eating up HBM memory so pervasively its creating bottlenecks and market shortages for DDR production so bad that RAM prices for DDR4 and DDR5 have tripled in less than a year, graphics cards like 4090 and 5090 commanding $2000, $3000 or $4000 now, making gaming PC even more expensive, unfair in particular because PC gaming most popular with younger people with very little if any income or money, who rely on their parents to live, really kicking people who are already at layers of disadvantages, facing a dollar that has never been weaker, against a housing crisis where homes have never been more unaffordable, and wages in most areas of the economy while they have grown, they have not kept up with inflation or the increasing cost of all of life's basics. 

 

In 1999 when I was in high school, gasoline sold for $0.99 per US gallon, today where I grew up, gasoline selling for $6/ gal, 600% increase in price, 290% when adjusted for inflation, a gallon of Milk that was $1 now $5, housing that was $250K selling for $1.5 million, apartments that rented for $450/mo now $2800/mo in worse condition.  

 

Why have so many people taken to hiding behind their smartphone, tablet, TV, desktop monitor, gaming consoles, well, there are many factors, as with most complex phenomena we would have to touch on some very unconfortable realities, so lets go ahead and try. 

Loss of community connection, people do not even know their neighbors anymore. A commonly expressed musical lyric touches on this with a pen & paper analogy, "I can't talk openly with anybody anymore, so I talk to my journal writing, social media posts, blog articles, or escape watching movies, videos, shorts, memes, doom scrolling, of whatever


Lack of an effective free to the public open space where people can connect that is not their home or place of work, while Churches have functioned to provide a 3rd place for social connection, in many ways church attendance been on a decline in America for decades because of an increase in secularization, and more recently criminal Islamic terrorist in America have been engaged in arson, burning Christian churches down.

Lets for a moment touch on a disturbing reality, in many Islamic Republics where Sharia Law enforced, girls & women have no rights legally or otherwise, child marriage pervasive, mostly very young girls married of to older adult men, illegal in almost all other countries, in many ways Sharia Law, killing GLTBQ+ alphabet people, stoning them to death, dropping them from tall buildings into the street, or shooting them in the head, Islamic police acting as judge & jury with on demand killings justified in the name of defending apostasy, in effect either become Islamic and practice Sharia Law or they will kill you for not joining.

Unsurprisingly, I always plat Counter Terrorist or CT when playing counter strike. Simulations where I get to stop the terrorists from bombing the target.  To warm up after not playing CS for a long time, I play Practice with Bots, and once I am able to dominate the bots, means I am about to get smoked but still play on community maps with real people, usually a few rounds a few times per day for a few weeks and my chops improve, but then I get bored and stop playing CS for months, come back rusty, have to warm up and practice to be good enough to play against other people ") 

Anthropic IPO Over Valued, Data Center Noise, Light & Water Pollution, Driving up Electricity Cost for Residents Nearby

A range of problems with data centers that release as much heat daily as large nuclear weapons detonated, millions of gallons of fresh water polluted with coolant additives discharged into municipal water supplies poisoning public and nature simultaneously, giving rise to class action lawsuits seeking damages for harms data centers causing.

 

Over Valued IPO's 

How are any of these big tech companies seeking huge amounts of money going to capitalize on unproven revenue models, entirely based on estimate and projections that might not ever pan out. 

Do your remember 2008, when large banks & insurance companies in America projected they could make $60 trillion in profit off of NINJA sub-prime mortgage loans, zero down, no documents, no income, no jobs, upside down, Richard Fuld of failed AIG leading the charge to bankrupting 158 year old institution, worldwide by 2011 more than 30 million people lost their jobs because of great 2008 Recession in America.   

Economy Boosting Chip Fabrication 

Chip fabrication plants making CPU, DRAM, GPU, SOC, brains in computers, tablets, smartphones, data centers, servers, super computers, smart watches, automobiles, micro-controllers, modems, WiFi routers, data switches, cloud compute, ASIC chips for ai training, BTC or bitcoin mining, blockchain technology, fintech, clean technology.

Closed Loop Water Reclamation 

TSMC, Intel, GF, chip FAB plants renowned for immense water consumption, helium consumption, acid contaminated with heavy metals or rare earths, making chips of all kinds using polluting toxic industrial strong corrosive or acidic chemicals, ions created, requiring expensive ion capture, not always applied, so often dumped into local waterways as polluted water emissions, nearly all existing chip FAB are located near large sources of water & electricity. 

Dirty Clean Technology

Renewables as micro inverters or inverters, for wind power, geothermal, wave capture, hydro power, solar power, in ever renewable energy system chips controlling data flow essential, of critical importance to the functions of these urgently needed energy systems, part of a trend globally towards clean energy, a mix of SMR fission, novel new nuclear fusion DT FRC pulse direct energy capture magnetic compression from Helion Energy NW, Orion plant under construction as the worlds first fusion power plant to go live in 2028. Fusion reactors are also important for faster access to the moon & mars, to go to Proxima Centari the next closest star system some 4+ light years away.  

SpaceX never worth $1.75 Trillion Dollars

Only business segment turning a profit, StarLink, via revue from hundreds of millions of subscriptions, yet at more than $100 per month for truly fast satellite internet, when Verizon 5G option for $50 performs better over cellular data networks, millions of people are switching away from StarLink, to lower their monthly broadband high speed internet subscription fees. SpaceX responded in part to boost revenue before the record setting IPO, by lowering subscription fee with discounts to boost sales. 

Innovative Reusable Rockets 

SpaceX first company private, to commercialize reusable rockets, using engine gimbals to control relight and inverted pendulum stabilization of Falcon 9. Now with Star Ship V3 SpaceX chasing economies of scale, noting stainless steel & liquid natural gas or LNG along with liquid oxygen LOX chosen as a cost efficient fuel mix. Falcon 9 used RP1 a kind of special Kerosene chilled along with LOX or liquid oxygen

Lithium Aluminum So Expensive

The shell & frame of Falcon 9 instead of cheaper stainless steel like V3 Star Ship, instead made of an expensive exotic lithium aluminum alloy, incredibly with a thinner shell to body ratio than an aluminum beverage can. That is to say that if you stretched and scaled a pop can made of aluminum to the size of a Falcon 9 rocket, the pop can would have thicker walls.

Pop Can Lid 5182 Alloy

In order for the tab to pop open the top of a pop can, the lid actually 6X stronger aluminum magnesium alloy, similar to the low mass 15 inch wheels of a 2nd Gen. Toyota Prius. More specifically 5182 cold worked & strain hardened to H48 temper, giving it exceptional deep draw ductility and corrosion resistance without any heat treatment. Containing 4.5% magnesium & 0.3% manganese, producing high strength, excellent welding characteristics in stick, MIG, TIG, & spot welding. 

Beverage can lids are the most iconic use of 5182, while automotive hoods, doors, & body panels of high strength to weight ratio for mass savings and dent resistance also made of 5182. Computer cases, fuel tanks, tankers, ships, aerospace, aircraft, this strong alloy used where low mass strength provides benefits, for example a Ford F150 made with more aluminum uses 27% less fuel by losing 600 lbs by virtue of the low mass strength aluminum alloys offer automakers. Audi famous for using aluminum alloy for the space frame of the A8/S8, giving them higher power to weight ratio performance, improving handling, & reducing fueling consumption, while lowering emissions.

 

SpaceX Ai

With tough competition from Google Gemini, Claude, Copilot, Amazon Q, Watson, OpenAI, Anthropic, NVIDIA, ChatGPT, some with new over valued IPO upcoming, we see few if any profitable LLM or ai products or services, and while SpaceX wants AI5 asic chips in 3nm process node, they have zero chips, no Optimus has this AI5 brain SOC yet, and to make a 100 million Optimus robots annually, would require more AI5 chips than the combined capacity output of every chip making company, Global Foundries, Intel, TSMC, etc, to even supply 2% of SpaceX ai chip demand.

DDR, Data Center, Chip Fab, NIMBY

Along with need for memory chips, DDR6, as industry ships to ai data training centers, with NIMBY push-back from noise, light, water pollution, water waste, environmental damage, some data centers release so much heat in 24 hours its similar to the heat output of a large nuclear weapon detonated daily, which in hot locals in Pheonix Arizon causing locals to run their AC more often at higher cost, giant Data centers driving up electricity costs as their heat output raises local temperatures up to 9 degrees, further increasing costs to locals, the electric bills are reaching $1000+ per month. 

RAM Shortage

Building a PC has never been more expensive. DDR4 that was $50 a year ago, now $150, DDR5 kits selling for $400 to $550 that were under $200 a year ago, CPU chips that were $120 a year ago, now selling for $220-$1000, GPU that sold for $1200 a year ago selling for $4000 now, in every respect core computer components have tripled in price, making a new PC build that was $450 bare bones last year, cost more than $800 now, and that's with cases, PSU, monitors, motherboards that did not go up in price, almost all the cost increase for a basic computer because the CPU & RAM & GPU prices have gone up.  

Metabolism, Movement, Steps, Activity, Fitness, Exercise

When a person stops eating for 24 or 48 or 72 hours, fasting, only drinking water, their body places health cells into a protective state by activating Sirtuin Genes, 1-7, known as ancient survival genes, from times in antiquity when food scarcity was a common cultural phenomena, where people went without food for often days or weeks or sometimes even months. Jesus Christ of Nazareth mentions fasting & prayer in The Christian Bible more than 70 times. 

 

Going Forwards & Backwards Simultaneously 

So how have we made so much technological progress while overlooking metabolic health in favor of focusing on maximizing the profits of food companies, the overwhelming majority owned by global tobacco giants today, through merger and acquisition to divest investment into unregulated, largely deregulated FDA & UPF or ultra processed foods with any of many chemical additives, so unhealthy, that what Americans eat linked to more than 32 disease in medical evidence & physiology studies. How can the science of exercise from sports medicine or the METABO law of Japan exist in the face of exporting harm as American tobacco giant traffic ultra processed foods globally. 

 

Disease Epidemics Exploding 

Exploding cancers, diabetes, heart disease, obesity rates, kidney failure rates, in ever way disease are exploding into epidemics, almost exclusively linked to dietary imbalances, namely tons of chemical additives, modified starches, industrial artificial colors & flavors, not real food by any reasonable definition, but food like sparingly edible items that are sold in colorful bags and boxes, plastic or aluminized "mylar" bags, or packaged processed foods. 

 

Shop Borders of a Grocery Store 

The saying "Shop the edges of the grocery for perishable real foods, largely due to the face that most of the stuff sold on the shelving of the isles of a Grocery Store or Supermarket in America, are ultra processed, for example industrial GMO rape seed oil confusingly sold in clear plastic low flavor low smoke labeled bottles cheap, called Vegetable Oil, when no vegetables were used to make veggie oil.

 

No Veggies In Vegetable Oil 

GMO crops of rape seed harvested and pressed with solvents, heat & pressure, then up to 50 different processing stages are applied to the resulting rape seed oil, which given what goes into making it, seems like it would be even more expensive, except doing all that stuff to the rape seed oil sold as vegetable oil, gives it a longer shelf life and done on an unmatched volume level or mass produced, giving the selling of the most unhealthy oils economies of scale, so they can sell Vegetable Oil as cheaply as possible. 

Chemical Stream Entering Your Body, Largest Stream Food & Beverages

 The overwhelming vast majority of things entering your body are food chemicals, from what your are eating and drinking, which have a majority effect on your body, health, and wellness as a person. This is beyond refute, axiomatically factually accurate backed by an enormous body of evidence from scientific, medical, physiology & sports medicine, the science of exercise, reality of fitness training, even TV shows like The Biggest Looser or My 600lb sisters, reality TV, YouTube videos, intermittent fasting, calorie restriction, SAD standard American diet of ultra processed convenience foods, snacks and fast foods made with industrial chemical additives. 

 

These dietary imbalances, especially excessive sugar, HFCS, starch & carbohydrate, but also UPF or artificially colored & artificially flavored, industrial long shelf life foods, that are known world wide collectively in terms of negative harms to human health as diseases of civilization, noting that the grocery store unlimited access to food plus fridge and pantry are a historical anomaly. 

SMOG harms Public Health while Damaging Nature

 When gasoline or diesel fuel combusted in engines, the resulting exhaust gas contains mostly carbon dioxide and water vapor, but when we add together the emissions of all combustion engines, the trace emissions of pollutants in traffic congestion accumulate faster than dispersion, forming air pollution that clogs the engines air filter faster, but also damaging the lung cells of people breathing in, near and around traffic congestion, where stop and go traffic jams, all those engines burning fuel without moving getting negative fuel economy, while forming SMOG air pollution that forms acid rain, lung toxic, toxic to brain, kidneys, liver, responsible for many disease pathology, especially cancers.

 

HC Hydro Carbon vapor, 90% emitted just after cold start after vehicle parked all night

PM Particulate Matter, tiny particles, micro-fine, dust like lodge deep into lung tissue

Oxides of Nitrogen like that orange brown lung toxic nitrogen dioxide, major smog part

Tire tread particles & brake pad dust, wearing away, toxic dust & microplastics

Soot, smoke, vapors from leaking engine oil, transmission fluid, power steering fluid, grease, tar, gunk, smelly petrochemical fog, SMOG

Acid rain also acidifies bodies of water toxic to fish & other aquatic wildlife, SOx, NOx

Rising fuel prices are also still very cheap, to understand why you have to consider all the things that a gallon of crude oil can produce, of incredible value added potential, so many applications of petroleum in industrial chemistry of critical value to most industries, synthetic fabric, wire insulator, explosives, dye, membranes for batteries, non-stick coating, lubricants, lubricating oils, synthetic tire compounds, food additives, concrete additives, asphalt additives, carpeting, vinyl windows and siding, play slides on playgrounds, shoes, tires, storage bins, containers, food packages, hospital tubes and many other plastics in hospitals, in fact plastics are the bread and butter of petrochemical industries. 

 

While a single 42 US gallon barrel of Brent Crude can make about $220 of transportation fuels, propane, butane and tar for asphalt, if the same exact barrel of crude converted to high value polymers they are worth more than $1400, but the market capitalization of fuels about 10,000 bigger than the global market for high value synthetic polymers or similar petrochemicals. 

Iran Poor, Why would Iran fight USA a military industrial giant, in Iran gasoline sells for 3 cents per liter, Extreme Poverty

 How can the jerks in charge of Iran afford ballistic missiles? That means they in charge of Iran are diverting money from schools, infrastructure, hospitals, police, fire departments, public services, utilities, power grid, natural gas, fuel distribution, retail, building, development, they are buying weapons with money they could be using to help the Persian people, which is immoral, unethical, and wrong on many levels. 

 

Globally, gasoline & diesel prices have sharply risen up to 30% because up to 20% of all Brent Crude travels through tanker ships though the Strait of Hormuz, where Iran has become a major criminal terrorist group blocking shipping channels, causing worldwide economy damage, raising fueling costs for the general public, thus with adequate reasoning and logic the international community should be cracking down on Iran to open the Straight of Hormuz for international trafficking of goods and materials of all kinds, especially Brent Crude Oil.

 

Crude Oil a virtually ubiquitous input for the production of thousands of high value added petrochemical goods, from tire compounds to wire insulator, to car bumpers or airbags, para-gliders, synthetic fabrics in fashion, carpeting, explosives, dye, pharmaceutical precursors and chemical precursors essential and of critical value to a broad range of industries worldwide. In many ways Petroleum can be seen as Black Gold, of unimaginable value chemically, to so many industries, that create hundreds of millions of jobs, trillions in added value, of essential value of economies of most nations globally.

 

I am calling for the deposition of Islamic Republics of their extreme leadership, replaced with pro-western reformists who bring human rights to girls and women, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, atheists, agnostics, anyone who is not Islamic, known as the Shaw of Iran's progressive reforms before Ayatollah Khomeini and his stupid Islamic extremists kicked the Shaw out of power and took over Iran, ruining a 9000+ year old nation and making life worse for all the lovely Persian people.   

Pop! OS Linux Desktop PC Build Complet & Working

Took a while to build it, and get the ISO flashed onto a USB key to boot, since the reused M2 MVNE SSD upcycled from an older mining rig recycled, and had a windows repair partition that attempted unsuccessfully to repair the disk. Fortunately disabling secure boot in the bios allowed the USB ISO to boot into POP installer, from there system spent all day downloading Steam & CS2, some 60GB of data, over 85 mbps wifi connection, which improved from 52mbps to over 90mbps when I installed the dual antenna to the IO output of the MSI Pro B550 VC motherboard. 

 

For reasons I do not understand, I have to use HDMI cable to get my monitor and graphics card to communicate, using 8K Display Port cable, nothing visible on the screen, and even troubleshooting so far, DP port work, I am not sure why I cannot use the nicer braided DP cable and stuck using the monitors short included HDMI cable. I will do more research to figure it out. 

 

Built my first desktop PC in 1994, using parts obtained from PC shop in Kent Washington, my adoptive father took me there on a Saturday, armed with $450, he contribute $200, got me a color CRT monitor, and a family friend gave me a CD-ROM with Windows 95 on it. Full ATX case, PSU, Pentium Intel CPU, 3DFX AGP GPU, 100MB HDD 64MB DDR RAM, Modem for Dial-up 56K internet, AOL Netscape Navigator, and could only use it online with permission because it absorbed our families only phone line to connect, mostly to web rings about high voltage physics, lasers, chemistry, things that spiked my interest as a per-teen! 

 

This latest PC build my 7th desktop build since 1995. By far the fastest and highest performance, the total build cost $810 keyboard full RGB gaming, 22 in LED 1080P LCD monitor, Cubix-G case, Rosewill 650w 80+ gold PSU, 64 GB DDR4 3200MT/s, AMD ryzen 5-5500 CPU, Thermalright Assassin V2 CPU cooler w/ FRGB fan that matches the 3 included case fans, all the same FRGB color matching, looks cool through the glass, including the Asus dual fan 3050 6GB OC graphics card :) 

Game Consoles Xbox, Microsoft, Play Station, Sony, Killed PC Sound Cards, Sound EAX API, Intel 97, then Intel Azalea, CPU after Pentium 4, Mobile SOC DAC ACD integration tightly, iPod

Sound Blaster made IDE & later PCI sound cards for PC or personal computers in the 1990's

Music Streaming, Computer Gaming, Killer Apps required Motherboards to integrate Sound Processing

When Intel & Microsoft got together to put sound in the PC, this eventually doomed sound cards.

By the time the Play Station launched, first Xbox launched, even PC CPU & GPU CUDA offered high end 7.1 surround sound, elite headphone performance, even over USB-A connections, bidirectional gaming headsets with stereo speakers, synthetic 3D soundscape, and a boom mic to talk smack in games like CS or Counter Strike on Steam, CS2 lately. 

PCIe super fast storage, but Graphics Cards the killer user app for PCI slots in desktops ITX, mATX or full on full size ATX big dog units. 

I am typing this blog posting on an M2 MacBook Pro that has a 1/8 inch multi-function headphone jack.

If we look upon the motherboard and M2 chip of this machine, it features high fidelity audio functions, even over a USB-C connection with high bit rate able to move UHD video, so audio at 198 kilohertz sampling super easy as a simultaneous stream along with ultra high definition video. 

Even my VR headset, a Meta Quest 3S features a Qualcomm SOC with incredible audio performance. 

Everyone's smartphone SOC, system on a chip features high fidelity audio processing, including ADC and DAC for microphone and speakers, noting most phones like the iPhone or Samsung Galaxy S whatever, have a pair of speakers that can pump out stereo sound, from the top earpiece speaker and bottom charging port location speaker, tiny rare earth magnet speakers featuring foam balls to improve sound performance, making the output sound more rich with more base notes and less tin like which would happen without the foam balls improving the sound pressure wave form spectrum. 

When Apple was working with IBM on the first iPod, Steve Jobs contacted Creative in Singapore, to work with them to integrate their sound technology into the iPod line, but Creative declines having their own MP3 player partnerships competing with the iPod, not seeing the sales potential of Apples music distribution AAC files on iTunes online, which came to dominate music sales and the CD players faded into tech history, discs physical kept alive with DVD and lastly BlueRay disks, but no new DISC formats after that, especially not for music alone. 

Something about writing all of this reminded me of the Microsoft Zune audio player & software. 

I don't even remember the name, but I had an MP3 player in college that used CF Compact Flash Memory Card, it was a Canadian Brand, made in Singapore, around 2001, Napster online download many gigabytes of MP3 music, over USB loaded them onto this portable CF card MP3 player. 

2026 Expensive PC Parts Forecast of Higher Prices Upcoming

DDR5 6000MHz RAM for PC, $400

5090 GPU $4000

i9 or Best Ryzen $1000

High end 1000w PSU 80+ Titanium $400

Liquid Cooling for CPU & GPU + radiators, hoses, additives for fluid, kit, $1000

Your looking at a high-end gaming PC for $6000 that blows any gaming laptop out of the water in terms for FPS on AAA titles

Many high-end gaming laptops are selling for $2500-$4500 now

Even popular gaming consoles XBox X and latest PS5 prices are up to $800

AI demand for GPU, RAM, CPU, logic, all the part sharing the same supply chain as PC parts

Leveraging more than $700 billion in ai investments 2026, the ai industry making PC parts expensive

Graphics Cards are Super Computers

 Even very cheap GPU cards are pumping data at 2 teraflops, trillions of floating point calculations per second, often on about 20 watts of power, while even the 70w RTX 3050 6GB OC does just above 6 teraflops.

A 4060 does about 12 gigaflops of floating point, on a larger power budget of 150 watts, requires a PSU with a GPU power cord able to give the GPU enough energy, noting that a GPU contains VRMs to regulate RAM & GPU power, a mainboard logic, data controller for IO, and other components of a PC motherboard, and in some sense a gaming GPU card a kind of specialized super computer. 

The same can be said of the latest updated Sony Play Station 5 game console or the Xbox X game console, which are gaming computers with highly optimized architectures. Even the Intel Arc 580 with 12GB VRAM performs well at the $450 price point to keep up with vastly more expensive NVIDIA chip GPUs

AI boom eating up global RAM production so much that RAM today sells for 4X what it did 1 year ago. I had to pay almost $240 for 4X8GB of DDR4 3200MHz w/ Aluminum Heat Sinks, while the 3050 6GB OC GPU card cost me $180, the MSI PRO B550-VC mainboard was $80, the AMD Ryzen 5-5500 was $86, the Zalman CUBIX-G case for $40, the Rosewill 650W 80+Gold PSU was $47, 22inch Gaming Monitor with speakers was $70, gaming keyboard was $10, all said with a DP braided cable, about $810

Anthropic, OpenAI, SpaceX, wait a Rocket Company big on Artificial Intelligence

Lets not forget Apple Siri or Google/ Alphabet Gemini or Amazon Alexa, notice how even Microsoft Copilot/ Cortana/ Clippy in Microsoft Office, or has narrow band ai been present in IDE SDE when writing code the compiler used specialized ai to check code, and many writing applications have spelling and grammar checking built in, also narrow band type of artificial intelligence, and the same can be said of the many generations of bot crawlers the browse and scrape the web to build a search index ranking key words list and similar, essential for companies to connect with customers online, search engines. 

So why would SpaceX go in big on ai development ? Lets not forget the FSD packages sold on Tesla model whatever, which a 10 year delayed promise level 5 autonomy never delivered, causing many to sell their Tesla Model 3, S, X, Y, or Cyber-truck, oh noting that LIB EV's like those Tesla mentioned, the same thing that gives them really fast acceleration, also shreds tire tread up to 10X faster than ICE or conventional gasoline engine powered automobiles. 

Tesla ^ SpaceX are the same people, so ai development essential for Tesla FSD can aid rocket guidance system development at SpaceX

Notice fuzzy logic controller of a typical automatic transmission of an automobile, SUV or Truck, this high speed analogy circuit a kind of very low brow very narrow band ai, as it does everything automatically without using a big energy hogging digital multipurpose computer module, like the ECU or VCU. Notice also that nearly every kind of passenger car sold contains up to 100 chips, integrated circuits, similar to the SOC or brains of a smartphone. 

IO, EUROPA, MARS, MOON, SUN, SpaceX, Elon Musk, Chemical Rocket Mass Paradox, Urgent Need for Space Based Fusion FRC Low Mass Propulsion

United Launch Alliance, Reusable Rockets, Solid Rocket Boosters, 3S Rockets, Space

Amazon New Shepard Explosion on vs Kepler Satellite Internet Amazon.com Prime

Star Link space based high speed internet satellites + ground receiver kits from SpaceX

Global AI race chip GPU RAM demand ai training paradox cost, more electricity & time

New algorithms taking longer & costing more to develop, scraping internet data 

Big data explosion generated content videos impossible scenes depicted

Text prompts making images or videos automatically, data centers cost billions

PC parts graphics cards, M2 MVNE SSD, RAM, CPU price debacle 2026 So Expensive

NVIDIA and Microsoft for new kind of CPU, via GPU skills for WINTEL history technology

E-commerce, Investment, Fintech, Crypto, Blockchain, Insane in the Brain Membrane 

Catch that riff, different, slippery slope, hope for it, spit it down, sound of which, switch

Twitch streaming videos YouTube Amazon Prime Video, Netflix, Pick up sticks, wicks 

Legal tender fiat currency global national debt debacle increasingly unstable able to pop

Bubble gum, dumb as a rock, sock missing, hissing sound indicates a leak, take a leak

Pop! OS by System 76, Firefox Web Browser for Low-end Gaming PC Build, Ryzen 5500, B550 MSI, GTX 3050 6GB, 32GB DDR4 3200Mhz, 650W 80+Gold PSU, Vulcan 256GB M2, Still cost me $800.48

Though I got a full gaming keyboard, dope monitor, nice case with 3 fans included, a really novel CPU cooler, really high end PSU, dope mainboard, & what appears to be good ram with aluminum heat sinks, through I dreamt of smashing some copper water pipe to make a custom heatsink for the VRM's on the mainboard and GPU, to keep them a tad cooler to make them last longer. Relatively easy, it gives me a path to some DIY fun, as does some bright yellow spray paint in a can that I will use to custom paint part of my rig to personalize it, including graphics for Pop! OS by System 76, Firefox Browser, Wifi 6 MSI B550, GTX3050 6GB OC, 32GB 3200MHz DDR4, 650W 80+Gold PSU, Up-cycled M2 drive 256GB

AMD Ryzen 5-5500, B550 MSI PRO VC, ASUS dual fan GTX 3050 6GB, 32GB DDR4 3200Mhz Puskill Gaming RAM, Rosewill 650W 80+Gold PSU, Vulcan 256GB M2, Still cost me $800.48

I harvested M2 Vulcan 256 from an old mining rig, while 64GB Kingston USB key used to flash the ISO was found on a public bus with nothing on it. Waiting on Amazon for all the parts, but decided on System 76's Linux as the best net solution for CS2 on PC, but also allowing Web with Firefox secure and lightweight browser with low ram footprint. The 70w low power GPU can run on PCI-e 4.0 port DC energy budget of 150 watts, while this build allows for a better graphics card, as the PSU has a dedicated 450 watt cable for GPUS, but that will be retained for a future upgrade. Desktops being full modular, almost like Lego's to put together, can be updated, mainboard, ram & cpu, gpu, PSU, case, cooling method, its all parts that go together in millions of possible combinations. Why did I go with GTX 3050 6GB OC Asus Dual Fan, because it was $180, while the 4X8gb DDR4 32GB 3200MHz cost $232, more than $50 more than the GPU, noting RAM prices are high because of demand for AI training, but odd that DDR4 288pin desktop sticks would be expensive, who uses those on AI training rigs anyways? 

Random Stranger Suggested I Create a Blog in 2003

I was at a car show in Issaquah when I was 20, when a man in his 40's walked up to me and said, "you seem or look like you are a blogger, do you have or publish a blog?" 

On Facebook a longtime school friend SS says to me "You post really deep, technical, complex ideas that are probably not in the interest sphere of your family and friends from real life, but are aimed at technical scientific minded people like you, so if you instead publish your ideas to a blog, sort of like those TED talks we watched at Griff house, you will probably reach your target audience, best of luck, I believe you will become a prolific blog writer. 

Now thousands of blog posting into it, I look back on these inputs from others, reflecting on how they must be a component of what drives me to hand type these posts on any of a few different computers, even my smartphone at times, anything that accesses the internet with a keyboard, physical or virtual, can be used to type up a blog posting, therefor anyone literate can post a blog. I am very educated, so it is probably easier for me to post a lot of different ideas, but I assure you, I post what I have been thinking about, as sincerely as possible, and its from my heart, dripping with blood, sweat, tears and authenticity.

Gaming PC for $800, any of many carports cost more, if you damage a finger, it costs way more, and airplane and photography gear costs way more. Given the bang for buck per dollar, if you enjoy Steam games on PC, it can cost as little as under $1 per hour, even factoring in a gaming PC build, cost of games, and internet, gaming on PC one of the cheapest ways of enjoying content, overall. 

I combined PC parts from 2 to4 years ago, on sale, to save over $150, vs buying new parts, plus 32GB of DDR5 6000 cost over $300 now, and CPU in 12100 to 14400K or AMD Ryzen 9, these cost over $250, often i9 or Thread Ripper AMD cost $1000 for the CPU, while a GTX 5090 costs $3400 for just the GPU, so I went with bare minimum for PC gaming with a ASUS dual-fan GTX 3050 for $180, & the least expensive 4qty of 8GB RAM sticks, so 32GB DDR4 3200 which cost $232, or $50 more than the GPU, for RAM, old DDR4 for that price, a scam, stupid ai training eating up RAM like a monster globally, shafting PC gamers, PC builders, and normal people on rational PC build budgets like me. 

Of Meta Quest 3 $599 or Meta Quest Pro $799, I went with Quest 3S for $349, then added a better head strap & silicon face gasket $411 all said, then charged the 3S for a couple hours on USB-C till 100% to format the battery, it came out of the box with 49% charge, then promptly set it up using the Meta Quest app on my iPhone, then was able to download Les Mills Body Combat, since I already paid for it previously, then spent $11 on DLC for it, then tried one of the new 20min DLC levels, which worked me over to get 211 points, since I am gradually building up my strength again after getting wrecked physically moving to relocate. 

When my iPhone 14 started to slow down, I was driving route 17, and the number 17 started showing up all over the place, so I went to the Apple Store and traded in 14 for a regular 17, which cost an eye watering $914 more than the gaming PC build, incredibly, though Apple did buy my used iPhone 14 and gave me $231, lowing the cost to a more reasonable $683 total cost for iPhone 17 minus giving up iPhone 14 as a trade in. I did not do this all at once, instead I got the iPhone 17 all set up and data transferred with iCloud, when I pay $3 per month, then factory reset iPhone 14 to remove all user data, so as to improve safety of giving it to the Apple Store. 

 

Helion Fusion Power Plant

Worlds 1st nuclear fusion power plant using tritium and deuterium extracted from sea water as inputs to FRC field reverse configuration, pulsed direct energy capture grid synchronized load following firm power creation as two opposed cylinders containing an electrical plasma toroidal donut shaped hot ion stripped gas which electromagnetic coils wrapped around the middle section where both tubes connect, thus electromagnetic field or magnetic field are used to shove hot plasma donuts together which reach 150 million degrees allowing tritium to fuse with deuterium, & the resulting enormous magnetic field created by nuclear fusion are captured as electrical current in the windings coils that act to convert nuclear fusion directly into electricity without any steam, offering a much greater efficiency to be achieved as producing commercial grid power eventually for as cheap as 1 cent per kilowatt hour. 

1st Windows Computers to use NVIDIA Chips Launching

NVIDIA one of the worlds most profitable and popular tech companies, renowned for GPU such as the GTX 5090 that sell for thousands of dollars, noting that a bleeding edge computer discrete graphics card can consume 450 watts of electricity, such that a GTX GeForce GPU itself a computer, mainboard, chipsets, main GPU chip/s, ultra fast GDDR memory, a huge heatsink cooled with 1-3 fans, able to HASH blockchain or cryptocurrency, many people 2020 onwards converted their home PC gaming computer into a mining rig, with many GPU's running in parallel, on a single mainboard, running 24/7 making thousands of dollars paid out as fractions of a bitcoin or BTC as payment. 

Jensen Huang holds up NVIDIA PC chips 

Over years of developing graphics cards for windows PC's, NVIDIA has built up extensive experience in operating system core principles of operation, how to design and implement an OS on hardware, helping their AI chip development process, giving NVIDIA huge competitive advantages. 

Graphics Cards are one of the lowest margin items of a PC build, noting that NVIDIA & AMD make more money selling server / cloud chips, chips for AI training, chips for blockchain calculations, and for emerging information services, the demand of which now outstripping PC gaming purchases, so in a literal FU to PC gamers, NVIDIA reducing the amount of GPU cards its making, to divert any silicon to high profit ai applications, in part why I purchased a $180 GTX 3050 for my low end gaming rig, that still cost me slightly less than $800

Dell PC, Microsoft Surface, heating up the PC market with NVIDIA powered PC's. while Qualcomm a fierce competitor seeking to up-end this Windows Intel NVIDIA Alphabet Apple consortium of major famous American tech brands taking in all the revenue, with novel emerging Snapdragon ARM processors with power efficiency rivaling or besting Apple Silicon M's series chips by TSMC.  

Graphics Card or GPU a parallel processing computer more similar to your brain, in your desktop build

At 70 watts ASUS Dual Fan RTX 3050 6GB GDDR6 OC, low cost, low power graphics card in desktop computers still able to play 1080P AAA games at decent frame rates, while small enough & low power enough to run on up to 150 watts available from the PCIe 4.0 slot on the mainboard, alongside a recent generation 65W CPU.

AMD RYZEN 5-5500 for $80 the best value 8 core with 16 threads & even includes a Wraith cooler in my upcoming PC build, along with $80 MSI mainboard. I increased cost of the rig ** update by $18 with a TR Assassin X 120R SE V2 CPU Air Cooler, of 4 Heat Pipes + TL-C12C-L V2 PWM Fan CPU Cooler, that includes TF4 thermal grease. 

A desktop GPU or graphics card actually a computer itself. Discrete GPU cards have a mainboard, chipset, power conditioning, main GPU chip (core IP), copper heat pipe or machined aluminum or nickel plated copper heat sink, PWM fans cooling the heatsink, low end graphics cards draw about 50w, while low end gaming graphics cards 150w, mid-range gaming 250w, high end 350-500w. 

Rosewill 80+ Gold PSU 650W selected for $47.99, great value, means system gets to about 30-50% load under CS2 on Steam, 1080P higher graphics setting. I will not know about actual power consumption, chip heat levels or load, until I apply a power monitor to the power input cable to study the systems absolutely kWh consumption vs time, call a P3 Power Meter for Power Outlets. 

New graphics cards like a 4060, 4070, 4080, 4090, or 5000 series, sell for thousands of dollars each
This is part of the reason I went with $170 GTX 3050, a low end unit 2 generations behind.

32Gb of DDR4 3200 cost $233, expensive, compared to the recent past, more expensive than any other component of this PC build, almost 30% of the total build. RAM prices are way up do to demand for ai training. 

Taking into account total build cost aim of $800

IRL real costs of $800.48

$50 PSU 80+ Gold, $47.99 lighting discount, Originally $59.99, saving $12

$37 Case, valuedprice, Cam with 3X 120mm FRGB fans Pre-installed

$233 RAM, 4x8gb DDR4 32000MHz PC4-25600 w/ Heatsink, 1.35V CL 16 288-Pin, expensive

$180 GPU GTX 3050 ASUS Dual Fan, saving $60 coupon clipped

$80 MB, MSI B550 Pro w/ Wifi 6, originally $120, saving $40

$86 CPU, AMD Ryzen 5, 5500, 6 core, 12 thread, originally $120, saving $36

$70 Monitor, very reasonable given specs, value priced, fair price 

$10 Full RGB Gaming Keyboard originally $15.97, saving $5

$18 Thermalrlght Assassin X 120R SE V2 CPU Air Cooler

Sale prices on some of parts saved $153 

ASUS Dual NVIDIA GeForce RTX 3050 6GB GDDR6 OC Edition Gaming Graphics Card - PCIe 4.0, HDMI 2.1, DisplayPort 1.4a, 2-Slot Design, Axial-tech Fan Design, Steel Bracket for $179

Dynamic thermal performance with Advanced cooling dual Axial-tech fans for maximizing airflow to the heatsink, in a 20 cm long, 2-slot card. NVIDIA Ampere SM brings 2X FP32 throughput + improved power efficiency. 2nd Generation RT Cores: 2X throughput of 1st gen, plus concurrent RT & shading for improved ray-tracing performance

3rd Generation Tensor Cores 2X throughput with structural sparsity in advanced AI algorithms, e.g. DLSS. Massive boost in game performance, all-new AI capabilities. 

Axial-tech fan design features a smaller fan hub that facilitates longer blades and a barrier ring that increases downward air pressure, combined with GPU thermal heatsink & 2-slot design maximizes cooling efficiency in small chassis.

Amazon AI summarizes customer impressions

Customers say, 83% 5 star reviews

Customers find the graphics card performs well with AAA games and handles 1080p gaming smoothly, while being easy to install and quiet even under heavy load. Moreover, the card offers good value for money with impressive visuals at the price point, and customers appreciate its compatibility, with one mentioning it works well with Dell XPS 8930 Desktop. Additionally, the power consumption receives positive feedback, with one customer noting it draws only about 150W.

Gaming PC Build, Meta Quest 3S, iPhone 17, 2026 Tech Update

Dark sinister reality of electronics, E-waste, mixing elements and materials, old electronics are some of the most toxic kind of waste, but ironically they contain gold, high purity silicon, copper, aluminum, tin, platinum, nickel, then why would we throw waste with high concentrations of valuable elements into e-waste streams, globally, exporting harm, from the west where computers go out of style quickly, noting that my latest desktop build for $666.25 in stupid 2026 USD super cheap and the least expensive when adjusted for inflation of any computer I have ever owned.

The new gaming desktop will run a distro of Linux as its OS, since I am over using Windows 10/11 and look forward to having a desktop that can be rebuilt and updated with time, instead of a soldered together fixed MacBook Pro, that just become out of date, obsolete, but at least Apple lets you trade them in at the Store for money towards your new models, not that such would ever happen with an aging gaming pc, lol. 

Big data explosion, video streaming, uploading from smartphones, image data, online, social media, e-commerce, fintech, blockchain, crypto, ai training web scraping, bot crawlers, world wide web, internet, mainframe, workstation, desktop, laptop, tablet, smartphone, smartwatch, fitness tracking, sleep tracking, heart rate, breathing, sleep tracking, health data, insurance, grocery, nutrition, farming, food, agriculture, beverages, packaged foods, industrial ultra processed foods.

Spices, greens, leafy, natural, organic, no artificial ingredients, no dye, no hormones, food scams, counterfeit olive oil, fake honey made of flavored high fructose corn syrup, healthcare debacles, dehydration, diabetes, heart disease, cancer, America, industrial inflation nuclear bomb testing isotope exposure heavy metals and radioactive, depleted uranium bullets fired out of electro-hydraulic autocannon, land minds blowing off legs of children in Cambodia

Meanwhile I am playing CS2 on Steam on my gaming desktop build or older gaming laptop, stop for nothing, pee break, more water, brain and kidneys, what color is the urine, look the other way, pay your taxes, don't ask questions, neck protection, what are you looking at, look at that, would you just look at it.

Mid 26 Gaming PC Build $800.48 B550, Ryzen 5500, 32Gb DDR4 3200, GTX 3060, 650W PSU 80+ Gold, Cubix-G Zalmanm, Thermalrlght Assassin X 120R SE V2 CPU Air Cooler

Mid 2026 Gaming PC Build

Zalman CUBIX-G case • $800.48 all-in

Clean, modern, high-value 1080p gaming rig with RGB and great upgradability

Components

Zalman CUBIX-G Micro-ATX Case

MATX Case with 3×120mm FRGB Fans Pre-Installed, Panoramic Tempered Glass, USB Type-C, Fits up to 280mm GPUs, Black

MSI PRO B550M-VC WiFi Motherboard

AMD Ryzen 5000 Series, AM4, DDR4, PCIe 4.0, Wi-Fi 6E, Bluetooth 5.2, mATX

AMD Ryzen 5 5500

6-Core, 12-Thread Unlocked Desktop Processor with Wraith Stealth Cooler

ASUS Dual RTX 3050 6GB OC

NVIDIA GeForce RTX 3050 6GB GDDR6 OC Edition • PCIe 4.0 • 2-Slot • Axial-tech Fans • 3-Year Warranty

PUSKILL 32GB (4×8GB) DDR4 RAM

3200MHz PC4-25600 • Aluminum Heatsink • CL16 • 1.35V • Non-ECC • For Intel & AMD

Sceptre 22-Inch Gaming Monitor/h3>

80+ Gold Certified • ATX 3.0 & 3.1 Compatible • Non-Modular • Low-Noise • 5-Year Warranty

GEODMAER 104 Keys Gaming Keyboard

FHD 1080p • 144Hz • HDMI + DisplayPort • Built-in Speakers • Machine Black (2026 Model)

GEODMAER 104 Keys Gaming Keyboard

Full Size • LED Backlit • Wired • Multimedia Keys • Anti-Ghosting • Spill-Resistant Membrane

Total Cost: $782.47 • Ready for 1080p 144Hz Gaming

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