Ghislaine Maxwell & Jeff Epstein, Expensive Abuse of Children

Why, you might wonder, do some people abuse children, not just rich & famous socialites. Sometimes poor & middle class people abuse, hurt, harm or kill children. Why? you might legitimately wonder, do sick people hurt & harm other people for senseless or illogical reasons? Is this an extreme type of mental illness, stark cold narcissism, mean spirited evilness, cold blind selfish self worship ? A symptom of hating God ? 

Where do bad people come from ?

How does an innocent child turn into a bad adult ? 

These & other hard to answer questions arise when normal people are presented with horrible news stories about public & school shootings, adults molesting & raping children, sex trafficking, fraud, crime & other distasteful sad sick topics about how people hurt each other in so many different ways. 

People come up with logical narrative arguments to answer these difficult questions; That bad person probably grew up in a household devoid of love, not given warm nurturing love from their mother or dad. Maybe the bad people grew up in households where their dad or mom was an abusive intoxicant user, alcoholic or druggy ? Sometimes the apple falls far from the tree, meaning a bad child is born to otherwise good or decent parents who tried to be good parents. There are clearly no clear answers to this question of where bad people come from. 

Other theories like; The bad person probably got wrapped up in bad circles of other low life depraved, perverted sickos & weirdos & criminally mentally ill types. That bad person probably got into abusing hard drugs & a life of moral & ethical depravity, hedonistic pleasure impulse worship, poor self control, wild outlandish behavior, frivolous pursuits nonsensical behaviors & choices & half baked ideas. Maybe the bad person deeply psychopathic & does not understand good & bad like a normal law abiding decent honest hard working person with a good character & set of virtues & non-toxic vices, or hobbies & healthy ways to deal with stress & anxiety & social pressures with exercise, martial arts, sports, racing, building things DIY, demolition, or other means of letting out those tense emotions & frustration & anger - healthy ways to cope with life difficulties that everyone faces in some way or another as everyone struggles with something. 

Can faith in God help align your soul & mind to understand good & evil ? Can you be accountable to God or to a sense of humanity or human rights as a socially aware conscious person that respects other peoples freedom & treats other people with respect & kindness. Can you be who you want to be & what makes you want to be acceptable to others? Why do you follow the rules? What keeps you in line ? Who are you accountable to? Who are you & who are you becoming? 

I am an imperfect sinner, jaded & biased, flawed & no better than anyone else. I am not fit to be a judge of anyone & would never want that Job, a Job I believe only God is fit to hold, the judge of all people! 

I will never understand some people, especially rude mean inconsiderate selfish jerks & cruel evil people that hurt without cause animals, children & other people- just to damage beauty, just to see someone else hurt, sickos, there are some whacked out people out there, some really bad people, some of whom get the death penalty in America- think serial killers. 

Where do serial killers come from? Where do the publish shooting rampage killers come from? Where do the military assassins come from ? What kind of system of people engineers death machines & weapons of mass destruction ? What abutter bribery & corruption? Is there something intrinsically flawed in all people that some people suppress more than others ? 

Why do the bad people let the beast out & keep the higher mental faculties from keeping them inline, so they behave with good conduct & respect other people; operating with impunity & honor & decorum & humility, beyond the scope of any accusation of impropriety? Is there ever a truly good person ? Does it even matter what other people think of you ? 

Why do we draw lines in the sand about public opinion with laws ? What does it mean to have lust for someone else ? What is love really made of? How can we love someone platonically & love someone else romantically & sexually ? Do we pick our genders or sexual preferences or other proclivities & excentricities ? How do people control what comes out of their mouth? How do people reconcile their inconsistencies & imperfections ? 

Why do good people commit suicide while bad people choose to keep living ? What does it mean to be a blessing to someone else ? Can a person every truly be peaceful ? Why do people thrive on conflict & debate, even though it diminishes our wellness & enjoyment of our finite time alive? Are we driving ourselves mad on purpose? Whats with the 24/7 news cycle, so much negativity & chaos covered ? is the world becoming crazier faster? So many questions, so why ? Why anything ? 

I do not have the answers & this posting only reflects my mixed feelings about if Ghisaline Maxwell will ever actually serve time in Jail. It seems like an unfair world where billionaires & their friends live above the laws that other people have to obey, where they can buy political campaigns, affect the way laws are made & what the laws say & who the laws serve, bribery & lobbying & other corruption, nothing more than symptoms of a plutocracy where billionaires & other members of the tiny elite income earning minority who become wealthier as everyone else income & wealth marginalized, social security & medicare & medicaid under constant assault from an extremely privileges class of people who want for nothing. 

What is wrong with these people ? Do they not consider their legacy or why helping other people could improve their lives too ? Why does this ownership class want to depopulate the world & take everything for themselves ? What causes imperial expansion of countries or lust for power ? Are people all mental ? In different ways I suspect so, or so its seems. Besides, like Anil Seth says, we are hallucinating our perceptions of reality, nothing more than mental projections in working memory where facts are extracted for long term memory storage if the information "important" enough .. lol ..