Trusting in God, Accepting Christ Jesus as Lord, Ask the Holy Spirit for Help

I believe that Christ Jesus returning to Earth much faster than most people think

Already happening in the world today, evidence the end times are already happening

Travel too & from, worldwide air traffic, thousands of aircraft per day, globalization

Information will Abound, online information doubles every 12 hours now, exploding big data

People become lovers of themselves & their money & nothing & no one else, hyper-selfishness, trillionaires forming, in America 5 men control 40% of all money, its becoming weirder, the top 1% of income earners make 95% of all income, so the remaining 5% for every other American, that means all of life's basics, housing, food, fuel, not just a shrinking middle class & elder poverty, so many other problems.

Young children & teens are so hopeless that more are committing suicide, with the following paragraph a summary of things that children & teens have told me in first person;

"I have no hope of ever owning a home, probably will never be able to buy a car, climate change out of control only getting worse with ongoing emissions from carbon combustion with virtually no end in sight, what is the point, we are dooming ourselves as a species by destroying the biosphere of Earth with every form of pollution emission causing public health debacles & ecosystem damage, driving up extinction rates & mowing down the rainforest for cattle farms" 

I just went through a deep repentance cleansing where I had to admit engaging in the dark arts, idolatry of science & technology, thinking of perverted sexual acts with many others outside of my marriage, lying, manipulation, engagement with the occult, becoming a white wizard, doing astral projection, having my horoscope read, playing with tarot cards and a Ouija board, divination, bitterness, anger, doubt, confusion, self hatred, self unforgiving, being shifty, being dishonest, misleading others, giving thought to sin of every kind, it took me hours, while I am sick with a stomach flu virus, fortunately on a 4 day weekend, but still, I had tears flowing out of my eyes, could see lights with my eyes closed, it was amazing, I asked God for help to confess every form of evil, and it flowed out of my fingers, I breathed it out, my skin weeping sweat, I have never been so honest with God about it all, my crooked foul mind, laying it all down, deeply fearful that if I did not repent that Jesus would slay me on his return and send me to hell, and I really want to be saved and go to heaven to be with God the master creator of all in all realms.