Non Linear Recurrence

Since at least the year 1260 AD I have experience at least 56 recurrent lives & only became lucid of this fact while sleeping last night experiencing a wildly vivid version that's happening concurrently to my otherwise calmer sedate peaceful life where I am writing this posting on a M2 MacBook that Meg purchased :)

Your soul made of energy, and energy only changes form. Encoded into your energy a record exists that details every instance of your emergent soul, its entanglement with physical bodies throughout history, past, present, & future.

That deep mystery that you feel all the time, that special reality that exists behind what our finite limited senses can pick up, that's the multi-verse. Not only are the billions of galaxies like the Milky Way, there are also concurrent instances of existence running simultaneous as alternate timelines. "Mr Nobody" was a movie about this. 

Throughout my life people looking into my eye directly have notices & said something along the lines as "You have an old soul", "you have a deep soul", "you have an ancient soul" & at those times I thought they were just looking at my soul through my eyes, but they saw something more, the energy encoding glow or spark inside that exists in a yet to be described entangled energy state that not only emits light in non visible spectra, it also emits visible light at times. Our entire warm body an IR light of around 125 watts, kinda bright in the mid IR range. All warm object emit infrared photons or heat phonons. Yes, I am a scientist in this life, also a school bus driver, motorcycle rider, & 12 other things for another post to explain in greater detail. 

In one of these lives I was living as a member of the royal family in Iran, the Kingdom of Persia at the time. It was around the year 1400 AD. I have some kind of deep connection to this version where I lived into my late 80's chronologically & died alone & lonely having never experiences true love with anyone, willing to trade all my money & even my privileged position just to experience profound love with someone else freely, of my own volition & of their own volition, a real lover, natural & spontaneous love that emerges between two people that love each other genuinely. 

Your main goal in the current life where you are reading this, to obtain through experience & trial & error, through adventure & mistake, through injury & illness, through sleep & recovery, through work & leisure, through reading & watching content & listening to stories & music & having relationships to other people - your developing your jam, your blueprint,  your highest vibrational state of resonance where your soul beams with love & acceptance & forgiveness & kindness & excellence. In video game terminology you're trying to level up while you are here alive, to increasing levels of consciousness, awareness, transcendence, benevolence, purity & virtue, to be the best version of you possible! 

Don't dwell on your past lives, you exist now in this life & should be focusing on taking what you can from acknowledging that you have probably been here, on Earth, many times before, or are here in other emerging instances concurrently, living an alternative life simultaneously. 

Your might wonder about the things that you do & why you do them. Some of this related to the entanglement of your soul with other emergent versions of your soul that exist in the past, present & future. At just one higher dimensions plane of existence above the 3rd or 4th dimension, time & space have no meaning, meaning faster than light travel normal, easy & intuitive, where endless life no only possible by commonplace. 

Other people you interact with are at different state of energy, different vibrational levels, differing in the percentage of acquisition of their lives master excellence blueprint. Some people, your probably thinking criminals & some government officials, they never obtain their master excellence blueprint, never fully self actualize, never mature beyond a limited ignorant state of unawareness, selfishness, arrogant narcissism, I am thinking of a recent US president that maintains he won the last election even through that's factual untrue & the current present of Russia, people who seem to miss the messages that other people get about how life is precious & special & worth defending. 

To prove theses sickos must be heartless, think about this. If you snapped your fingers & everyone disappeared & there were no people left on Earth, then what would be the point. That's why placing profits over people with pollution & other evil wrong & sick & does not even make logical sense. There is nothing wrong with a reasonable profit, it's the excessive $800 box of insulin pens that cost $26 to make, scams & rackets run by people with lower vibrational states of ignorance, fear, uncertainty, clamoring onto money they know they cannot take with them after their bodies die. It's not just about passing the money down to their often ungrateful & unappreciative spoiled rich trust fund children, it's because they fail to get obtain their master excellence blueprint or MEP. 

I willingly accepted a life as a nobody, a regularly person, without wealth or power, so I could experience my joy, more dynamic love, more flavor, more aroma, more ups & down, more excitement, more novelty, more freedom, more joy, more happiness, more real friends, all the lovely stuff that money can't buy & was never able to buy. You can only try love, never buy real love. It's only money, but that's funny, because money is fake & made up by people running government banks to stabilize economies. Your not your mistakes, or your money, your a soul with unlimited potential to make the world a better place for yourself & your children & their children, by deliberately reducing pollution & phasing out all forms of crime & corruption, especially by upgrading everyones minds with better thinking! Think about that!