Agency Free Will & Living a Life that You Choose Inspired by Faith in God

 Unless your incredibly unlucky, someone probably not following you around at gunpoint telling you what to do. In this case you are technically free to do whatever you want as long as you obey local laws and conduct yourself in a way that sits right in your heart, aligns with your mind, and does not upset your gut, for there are about 80 billion neurons in your brain, about 11 billion neurons in your gut, and about 40 thousand neurons in your heart. 

When all these neurons in your brain, gut & heart are aligned it creates inner tranquility & peace such that you know you are living a decent life without guilt of harming others or nature, or doing your part to recycle, to not be wasteful, and almost never use your cleverness at the expense of someone else. When you know you are being a decent, fair, reasonable & moral person that sits right in your mind, heart & stomach. 

Via the mind body connection being a genuinely good person promotes better overall health, wellness & enjoyment of life to the maximum, with little or no guilt as a person. You never have to be jealous of anyone else. 

You can forgive people who wrong you because forgiveness heals your heart & mind & never justifies the harm that other person did to you or your psyche, but when you choose forgiveness your also choosing inner healing that can reverse bitterness, anger, an diseases related to these negative toxic emotions caused by unforgiving or unforgiveness. 

Consider not blaming anyone else for the way you are. Acknowledge that you can change for the better & become a better version of yourself. You know you can become smarter, faster, strong, in mental, moral, social, or spiritual ways, you can improve on any of your remaining days. It is never to late to turn away from habitual sin that you know is wrong. Every day another change to turn your life around for the better. 

Even if your broke, even if you are poor, even if many bad things have happened to you, those are the past not your future, and you can break free of these chains of mental bondage in many easy ways. 

The easiest way to break free of mental bondage in my opinion is to yield before God as did Christ Jesus, to embrace an attitude of thankful & appreciation unto God for your life, for salvation & redemption through the blood covenant of Christ Jesus, or by the power of the Holy Spirit of God who encourages you & gives you what you need to stop drinking alcohol, stop abusing drugs, to stop causing harm profiting from pollution other people air & water to make more profits. 

Any sinner can turn away from sin & be saved for eternal life in Heaven with God if that stop in a private place, kneel, speaking out loud asking God to help them, saying "I accept Christ Jesus as my Lord and savior" then asking God "Lord please help me to love you, help me to love other people & teach me to love myself the way you love me, send me the Holy Spirit to help & encourage me to make the difficult choice to give up money or profit to do what I know is right in my heart, to use recycled content in my products, to upgrade manufacturing to reduce waste emissions. 

You know there are many opportunities for most people to turn away from a life of habitual sin, embracing deep inner healing through forgiveness inwardly &outwardly, choosing to love yourself & other people the same way, since Love was the most important concept that Jesus asked his followers to embrace as he went around healing more than 1000 strangers of diseases by the power of God with sincere prayer & petition.

Any believer can have that same power to help other people heal, even if you just stop & pray for someone when the Holy Spirit says "Go pray for that person in your head, and you know it is God asking you, so you do so out of obedience" Life is not just about you, everyone's' life matters, everyone is important, all people & all animals are precious & special and worth defending from unnecessary harm. Pollution and other externalities are often the result of greedy ignorance when there is a better way to do something that is less polluting. 

Seagate + Western Digital + Toshiba Hard-Drives 4TB or 8TB or 16TB or 32TB or 64TB

 Dirt cheap & relatively fast data IO performance, not as snappy as SSD but cost per unit of data storage far lower, approaching that of vastly slower tape drives used to achieve or backup data where data speed not important but data retention king & lower costs drive ongoing use of very old polymer tape data storage technology.

Do you remember the 8-inch floppy diskette that only held 600kb of data? How about the 5-1/4 inch floppy disks, or the little 2.5-inch floppy with 1.44mb of storage. You can still use the smaller ones over USB either A or C types, as external floppy drives allow a personal laptop or desktop to access very old files on these classical mid or late 1990s floppy disks in a plastic case & spring loaded metal cover that the drive moves so the read write head can impart magnetic domain shifting on the polymer floppy disk inside that stores the data in iron nano particles embedded into the spinning disk.

Hard Drives use 5000 rpm, 7200 rpm or 10000 rpm aluminum disks stacked on shaft with multiple read write heads, sealed with helium gas under vacuum to reduce disk spinning gas friction & keep dust or other tiny contaminants out of the drive to maintain useful integrity of the data storage drive, as HDD are virtually cost effecting ways to store fast to access data locally, while SDD are starting to catch on for faster bootup, faster IO, faster read write, fastest possible data, even on the Xbox the SSD boosts system performance, reducing time wasted waiting for things to load.  

Hard disk drives will never go away entirely, as they offer a nice balance between low data storage costs & relatively quick data speeds. Film or tape drives are cheapest for bulk long term storage. SSD offer the fastest IO performance. In this way we see smartphones are entirely SSD SOC stack & can sip power on a tiny rechargeable battery all day long, while energizing that touch screen Super-Am-OLED screen on Samsung of Apple smartphones, as the brains or SOC system on a chip does virtually all the data processing, GPU, CPU, Chache, Networking, IO, drivers, software, data storage, battery management, its all amazingly controlled by on bit a kind of AI built into the SOC system, that way the only parts of the chip that are energized are the parts of the SOC being currently used when the phone unlocked & touch screen finger inputs are activating things on the phone. This only energize part of the SOC utilized means 90% less electrical power & heat generation, so tiny heatsinks & tiny amounts of battery energy storage can operate your smart ring or smartwatch or smartphone, smart shoes or smart clothes, smart appliances or smart furniture. Even smart homes exist where such technologies are integrated into all appliances, the building, HVAC, and work together for optimizing energy conservation to save renters or owners money on their utility bills. 

Fearing the Lord our God for Daily Inner Deep Transformation

Reverent Awe, turning away from evil, it will be health to your body, physical wellbeing to your bones, joints, hormone balance, sleep health, eyesight, diet choices & self-control. When you choose to love God you can exercise enhanced self-control, personal accountability & become wise to make fewer foolish choices. You can improve all aspects of your life by upgrading your mind with Biblical Wisdom. 

When you love God, you learn to love yourself & other people the way he commands. Faith is about recognizing that God created everything in all dimensions & being deeply thankful that you exist because God wanted you to exist as the best example of a loving Father. You know that all people, even psychopaths want to get approval from their father, as in their earthly DNA contributing daddy, even if they daddy took off when they were born like mine did. 

Follow after God's perfect intention for your life, performing better at your job, being a better person in your personal life, having better connections to other people, for deep transformation of inner healing to forgive yourself where you have slipped up & failed or sinned, but forging people that wrong you in the past so powerful healing that it can literally cure diseases. Think of the word DIS-EASE, it means a lack of ease or inner metal turmoil or torment. Many people are quick to forgive other people but also forget to forgive themselves. Inner unforgiveness can turn into a medical disease via the mind body connection firmly elucidated in modern medical science at Harvard Medical School for example. This related to the circadian rhythm regulation of sleep wake cycles, such that inner mental turmoil or torment also robs people of peace, rest & stem cell restoration that requires deep sleep stages often interrupted by changes in the body caused by chronic unresolved stress, which is toxic like heavy metal poisoning, but its heavy thoughts of self-hatred, self-loathing, you can never truly love someone else unless you first learn to love yourself & furthermore love the Lord our God & master creator of all in all realms. 

Being deeply thankful & appreciative unto God for Christ Jesus & the Holy Spirit of God means you are embracing a healthy healing mindset upgrade by Godly wisdom. You turn away from a life of sin using your intelligence & clever whit at the expense of other people or releasing toxic pollution into the Food Web on Earth, such that these poisons end up in other people bodies because you're personally profiting by pollution or reducing costs by unfairly treating the environment like a toxic waste dump. God said the polluters are evil idolators who place profits above God & the wellness of other people, animals or nature; are people who make idols of gold or money & are hyper selfish & only care about themselves. These same people are typically terrible parents & terrible spoused. Their narcissistic greed ruinous to their mindset. They can't sleep at night because of tormenting thoughts. Their relationships are destroyed. They are hated by other people & when they die & stand before God he says to them, Go Away, I never knew you, you never showed other people loving kindness & failed by test, to hell with you, be gone & go to the pit I created for demons & Satan or Lucifer.  

If you choose to accept Christ Jesus, he taught his followers to Love God above all else. If you choose to love God you also choose to love yourself & other people, thinking of them as equal to or better than yourself. You're not the first, or last person & certainly you're not everyone. Learning to love God & yourself & other people also an act of humility, thankful to Christ Jesus that head died to absolve you of sin in God's sight when you die & your soul stands before God for final judgement. God says we are required to quickly forgive all other people who wrong us, even praying for people who have wronged you, hurt you or done evil things to you, for such people are often under the influence of demonic forces or mentally ill in worldly terminology & need serious mental help which often expensive or unavailable, which is why friendship so important and why being lonely so painful. 

People Invented Guns, People Shoot Guns, If We have Gun Crimes It is a Symptom of People Problems

 People kill other people, in war with bombs, mortars, machine guns, tanks, artillery, biological weapons, chemical weapons & nuclear weapons. See the end of World War II for examples of nuclear bombing Japan & the fallout & harm those nuclear bombs caused in Japan. 

What kind of warped sicko wants to hurt other people? Satan does. Satanic influence causes people to engage in crime, to use guns for evil sick reason to rob, steal from or kill people they are jacking or mugging, to perform armed robberies or bank robberies people hold handguns to intimidate the people at the bank or gas station. It's insane psychopaths & sociopaths with guns that cause gun crimes. Normal honest people with a gun typically only use the gun for target practice at the local indoor gun range, or they carry a handgun EDC for self-defense, or a scoped hunting rifle to hunt wildlife. 

Nature can be considered by modern human standards very violent in the way that animals hunt and kill other animals to eat or have food to eat. In nature everything directly or indirectly eats everything or all elements in the biosphere are perpetually recycled between animals that eat plants & then poop which fertilizes the soil where other plants then grow using nutrients from the animal's poop. 

The food webs on Earth are all connected to Earth's water cycle which is largest energized by the Sun's energy that imparts solar energy onto parts of the Earth facing the Sun as the Earth rotates on its access. This is also why solar PV panels produce electricity intermittently or only when the sunlight hits the panels. 

Pollution makes solar panels dirty reducing their power output up to 30% such that cleaning them improves power output, but waterless solar panel cleaning using electrostatic robotic dust removal means a high voltage plate moved on a robot imparts an electrical charge on dirty particles on the solar panels glass outer surface, then those particles want to stick to the electrostatic robot paddle, & in this way solar power systems can be effectively cleaned using electricity made by the solar panels that energize the electrostatic solar panel cleaning robot that climbs across the panels automatically cleaning when the system notes solar power decreasing production indicating the panels are dirty enough to require cleaning, thus activating the automatic solar panel waterless cleaning robot. 

Guns typically fire bullets made of Pb or Lead heavy dense metal. This gives the bullet flatter trajectory & more impact energy when it strikes the target or enemy. Lead pollution not just from bullets but also lead tire weights that fling off after a while. Lead sheets were & are still sometimes used as roofing material. Lead often used in Lead Acid car batteries, 12 volt starting lighting & ignition batteries in cars, trucks, motorcycles, powersports, generators, lawn & garden equipment, farming equipment, in aircraft, ships, boats, in billions of vehicles a 12 volt lead acid battery powers the 7 kilowatt starter motor, a brushed DC motor that engages a solenoid actuated sprag clutch so the motors torque output can spin the engines flywheel connected crankshaft to start the engine or ignition cranking to start the engine during cold start or when first starting the vehicle. 

Once the engine spinning the magneto or generator or alternator generator connected to the engine spins up & makes power to recharge the lead acid battery & run all the vehicles electrical loads. Sulfuric Acid & Lead & Plastic are the main inputs to lead acid battery manufacturing. Due to a lead acid battery core return rebate program in the US nearly 98% of all PbA batteries are recycled correctly to keep the lead & acid contained & reused to make new batteries & other products like fishing lure weights, diving weights, many heavy products a made heaver by adding lead, lead also works to block radiation as lead radiation shielding, but lead containers to move radioactive materials are really heavy for the same reasons that car batteries are heavy, because they contain toxic heavy metal lead Pb. 

Police carry guns to hold lethal force when they are up against armed criminals who never obey any gun laws & procure their guns illegally in grey or black markets paying premium prices with cash typically. In this way literally anyone can buy a compact air-cooled machine gun with a silencer if they pay extra. Watch the Lord of War movie to see what I am talking about. America as a country makes a lot of money by producing an exporting gun of all kinds to other nations.

The gun use comes down to how it is used by people. A car deadly if it's operated by a low skill drunk driver & many fatal car accidents are caused by drunk drivers. The car does not drive itself & no gun shoots itself. Guns cannot load themselves. Guns cannot aim themselves or pull the trigger. At every stage from mining to mineral processing, to metal smelting to CNC machining parts designed in 3D CAD to make Glock pistols that sell by the billion worldwide to billions of people who pay thousands of dollars each for such things. 

No gun by itself has every committed a crime. People commit crimes. Put a gun on the ground & point your finger at it and tell it to do something and nothing happens because the gun is a dead inanimate object that requires a human operator to function like so many other vehicles and machines that can also be deadly if misused by criminal actors, noting that driving drunk illegal in most countries for logical reasons. 

Perovskite Solar + Wind Power & Nuclear Reactors for Decarbonizing Grid Power Production

 US Department of Energy says that polymer film or plastic films inkjet printed with perovskite-structured inorganic tin lead halide active light harvesting layer known for high efficiency and cheap production far less costly than traditional silicon crystal based solar cell panels stiff glass breakable but very mature widely diffused installed in solar panels mounted to sky facing roofs or other surfaces such that incoming solar energy causes photons to generate a current in collecting wires on the N type materials to joint atomic holes in P type layer, photovoltaic junction PN made like chips or integrated circuits are ridged brittle fragile & print to cracking & breaking & reduced conversion efficient at higher temperatures & require rack mounting on aluminum rails bolted down to roofs, microinverters turning the panels DC into AC smaller higher efficiency high voltage wires, where all the panels & their microinverters are then connected together electrically to output higher current high voltage AC directly energizing electrical loads in the building to which the panels are mounted on the roof, thus any incoming solar radiation hitting the solar panels produces power to run heat pumps or AC or fridges during sunny hotter weather so that the PV systems peak output coincides with increasing electric power use for cooling air, making ice, running a fridge or heat pump or modem or lights or appliances or to charge your battery electric vehicles of many possible kinds or to power you espresso machine or vacuum cleaner or energize your gaming laptop or bitcoin mining machine or whatever you use electrical power at home to activate like ceiling fans, TV screens, projectors with an Amazon Fire stick in the HDMI input or wireless internet router 802.11 AC speeds Comcast Xfinity home high speed internet service or 5G modem or Space X Star Link satellite high speed internet access systems, laser engraver, 3D printer, space heater, kettle for heating water to make pour over coffee or tea at home or any other electrical loads like hair dryers or hair flattening irons, or clothing ironing or anything that requires electricity like yard lights or strings of LED lights. 

Solar cell made of perovskite-structured compound are made with at room temperature using new advanced production that improves stability & performance, noting that until recently most Perovskite Solar Cells had very low conversion efficiency & short useful life. This can revolutionize solar power market by allowing mass production of far cheaper easier to make with less energy & less materials less polluting & less wasteful PV modules made with thin plastic backing inkjet printed with structured compounds of perovskite composition using new 2025 novel processing technology. By allowing mass production with cheaper materials at far lower cost, this innovation will give rise to billions of PV modules that cost significantly less, meaning more applications for solar energy harvesting that progressively displaces carbon burning for electricity generation. 

Solar & Wind intermittently output pairs perfectly with grid energy storage & nuclear power reactor baseload firm power output as a system of carbon free energy generation with good uptime, good load following, great capacity factor, where the systems output tends to scale or track peak solar panel power activity, making load following match variable capacity factor & grid load patterns more effectively, making it less costly for utility companies to integrate more solar power inputs for further cost reduction, all while this carbon free mix of clean green energy replaces, displaces & eliminates polluting carbon based energy such as coal power the most polluting or dirtiest way of making gigawatts of electricity at large thermal power plants, such as the ones in Germany built to replace power previously made in Nuclear Reactors which the confused German public was brainwashed into rejecting

Nuclear Fission reactors are the cleanest safest way of making 24/7 baseload firm power, even if its not the cheapest to build at first, nuclear reactors also produce so much energy for so long that they achieve unmatched long term returns on investment, or that nuclear power the most profitable and least expensive when you consider an 80 year reactor complex life pumping out trillions of kilowatts of electricity sold for profit generation to pay back the reactor construction loans, to pay for reactor fuel, reactor maintenance, fuel reprocessing, operating costs, training people to work at the reactor, labor & materials costs, overall nuclear very expensive at first but also since its longest lasting it ends up being cheapest in the end. 

Chip Export Control Harming US Economy & China Determined to Cheat Way Loopholes to Steal Until it Catches Up

 Artificial Intelligence war largely driven by cryptography blockchain hype information technology social media smart devices of all kinds or portable electronics where these CHIPS are the brains that make them work, such that nearly all vehicles now contain dozens or hundreds of chips, as do many new appliances, even something as benign as a vacuum cleaner with smart particle scanning laser that quantifies air particles by size PM 1.0 or PM 2.5 or PM 5.0 or PM 10 or PM whatever, then displaying it on a OLED screen at the top of the portable lithium ion battery powered stick vacuum made by Dyson or similar, or even what one famous technology writer calls information furniture or what former CEO of Intel called new cars rolling data centers for self-driving, vehicle to vehicle communications, multiple ADAS features & functions, like automatic emergency breaking, lane keep assist, adaptive cruise control, or vehicle to grid smart intersection light computer control communication. Chips as in the most advanced IC or integrated circuits are broadly utilized in most domains of worldwide advanced economic activities of nearly all kinds and are of incredible and increasing value in more economies, especially in wealthy countries where a generalized shift away from human labor blue collar manufacturing jobs gives way to more intellectual white collar services jobs, but we know that for every 100 blue collar jobs outsourced from USA to China we also lose at least 5 white collar Jobs at Microsoft or Amazon or NVIDIA & more damaging effects of CCP cloning whatever we manufacture in China means it costs even more. 

LENR Low Energy Nuclear Reaction Anomalies with Fission & Fusion Like Outcomes Prompt Further Inquiry

 Our current scientific models of how Stars make energy output with gravity confined fusion, or how fission of fissile elements fuel bundles in Fission power reactors with high energy neutron flux activating a chain reaction breaking big uranium 235 into fission products of smaller gas, liquid & solid isotopes, see fuel rod product nuclear fuel reprocessing; these models are subject to change pending new or increased understanding into the core mechanisms of LENR nuclear processes & anomalies that remain elusive or mysterious. Bang on the term Cold Fusion & you might think of a YouTube channel of the same name, Your Watching ColdFusion /

/ but what about Martin Fleischmann and Stanley Pons & their electrochemistry experiences 1989 at the University of Utah that reported on what we now call LENR anomolus energy creation, transmutation, excess heat generation, over parity, & isotope creation in Nuclear Active Environment conditions of special materials properties of voids, cracks or lattice vacancies in nickel or palladium metal. 

We are not seeing commercial fusion power reactors and fission reactors are so expensive to build that the tend to run at a loss for 20 years before making 9000% ROI for the next 30 or so years of reactor operation after that, not exactly attractive to impatient private capital investors who are obsessed with artificial intelligence or AGI or self driving Level 5 vehicle autonomy technology even though we have a AI training paradox similar to a chemical rockets fuel mass paradox. 

It is now costing more money & taking more time to train increasingly complex AI models & the only products of commercial profit generating value so far are image recognition & large language models chatbots running in LLM's, like X's Grok for example, which now owned & operated in both cases by OpenAI.

DARPA funded classified black projects continue to make use of LENR energy isotope creation in low temperature low energy devices or systems of which there exists almost no public online domain level or dark web accessible information, this stuff is USAP unacknowledged special access stuff deeply layered in secretes sort of like the triple or quadruple or quintuple nested layer offshore accounting practices to voice taxation by certain members of the elite income class or people with hundreds of billions of dollars that pay virtually no income tax in any country by these methods. 

Even a Little Bit of Exercise Staves off Mental Decline as We Age

Official government guidelines suggest 150 minutes per week or exercise or 75 minutes of vigorous exercise that makes you hot & sweaty per week, but for many people that's something for Olympic athletes & people in their twenties, not something that an inactive 50' something who has been sedentary for 30 years can just jump up & start doing to improve their mental & physical health. New science shows that even going for a 10-minute walk more than normal sitting around all the time daily can radically reduce the risk of developing dementia, brain fog, memory problems, or obesity. 

In other words we have eyes, a brain, bones & muscles to move, as in activities that make your blood pressure & pulse & breathing increasing, & boost your metabolism, that activate body fat burning, that raise your basal metabolic rate, that possibly might make you feel sweaty & want to take a shower after soaking your clothes with sweat, like the Meta 2 VR kit running Les Mills Body Combat HIIT that I do twice per week that results heating me up & making me breathe so hard I can hardly squeak out a word without gasping for another breath, dripping in sweat like a professional basketball player actively punishing the game on the court as fans watch, running back and forth to get the ball & shoot a hoop shot or block the opponent from doing so, to pass the ball, lots of intense burst activities one after the other, they become hot & dripping in sweat sweaty when playing like I do when doing VR workouts, that is the vigorous activities the government is suggesting people get 75 minutes of per week, which I am unable to do since my workouts are about 15 minutes each, twice a week, so 30 minutes. 

I am 1 five feet eleven inches tall & weigh 173 us pounds, am 41.5 years old, & have been about that size for most of the last 10 years, but was able to undo high blood pressure & diabetes type 2 by intermittent fasting & a few times per year I do a water only fast for 3 or 5 days, though this summer during summer break before we go to Osaka Japan for food tourism, I will be water only fasting for 10+ days with the hope of reversing IBS or irritable bowl syndrome, an idiopathic condition my doctor cannot figure out what the cause is, he does suggest that not getting enough sleep & chronic stress may be behind it & suggested I cut back on coffee & switch over to green tea. 

I also stopped drinking all forms of alcohol about 145 days ago to see if that would help & surely my mind feels sharper, I sleep better, no longer get tension headaches, have more energy, have more staminal, feel better all the time, & it saves a lot of money. Before stopping alcohol I was spending around $350 per month on beer, wine, spirits, other forms, & enjoying them in the evening with dinner, on Friday night & Saturday mostly. After many years of doing that since my 20's, I felt like God told me to give up alcohol & watching the video of Trump talking about his brother Fred who died as the result of complications from alcoholism, that moreover encouraged me further to stop drinking. 

ASML Triple Pulse EUV Light Source Breakthrough

Tin droplets hit by lasers expand into disks

62,000 liquid hot tin droplets per second, 92 electron volts of photon energy, 1 micrometer laser pre-pulse, 1 micrometer laser rarefaction disk flattening pulse, then big dog 100KW CO2 laser 10 micrometer main pulse hits the tin disk creating tin ion plasma expanding into tiny fart pulse. 

Each ionized tin atom photon excited then upon relaxing emits 13nm deep extreme ultraviolet light, mirror bounced around mirror optics onto laser etched nickel metal masks containing the individual layer information for the chip of which they are 100-300 layers requiring the same number of masks & scanning stages, chemical etching, photopolymers, resists, solvents, acids, bases, ion bombardment, testing & verification, wafer separation, chip testing, chip mounting, chip packaging, final package IC testing, then boxing or tray sorting to sell retail or for bulk to OEM integration into desktops, laptops, tablets, smartphones or similar, like an Apple Watch. 

We are talking about Chip Fab's core lithography equipment, mainly focusing on the light source & how liquid tin droplets moving hundreds of miles per hour are precious hit by 3 different laser pulses to make extreme UV light for the multilayer mirror optics projection system that puts mask information onto the wafer in a stepping machine moving blurry fast 24/7 chip production output, making transistors the most manufactured thing in the world. 

https://youtu.be/MXnrzS3aGeM?si=GsZBbcNZY5r112Yz

Core Fission Reactor Concept a Giant Expensive Water Boiler

 You probably have boiled water in a metal pot, pan, kettle, metal cup, well it turns out that if you zoom out & look at a basic or simple view of a nuclear fission reactor, it has a lot in common with a tube boiler, except the tubes in the nuclear reactor are not filled with burning propane, liquified natural gas, white gas, butane, gasoline, diesel, coal dust, or other combustable substance like wax, heat oil, heavy bunker oil, wood dust, peanut oil, biofuel, alternative fuel, in a nuclear reactor the tubes are filled with enriched uranium dioxide with about -20% Uranium 235 fissile content & mostly cheaper more abundant Uranium 238 which is fertile. 

Thorium is also fertile. Fertile elements can but hit by neutrons to become fissile or able to be used as nuclear fuels in a reactor. In the reactor core many fuel rods filled with pellets of ceramic sintered pellets of enriched uranium dioxide, for bundles, these fuel rods are laser welded closed, made of an iridium alloy of incredibly value as metal alloy, needed for its neutron resistance. Bundles of these iridium alloy laser welded closed tubes filled with ceramic pellets of uranium are assembled into a core stack of many bundles arrayed rectilinear. The core contains either many dozens or hundreds of these bundles of nuclear fuel rods. 

What happens when enriched uranium pellets are in close proximity their neutron emissions strike other nearby uranium. When the neutron of sufficient energy hits uranium, it causes fission by breaking the uranium into daughter products or smaller atoms. Thorium & uranium 238 can be applied around the core as a blanket that absorbs stray neutrons, thereby converting them into fissile isotopes like plutonium, that can then participate in the chain reaction of high neutron flux density in the core, which cause all the tubes to heat up & boil water. When the nuclear chain reaction maintained with enough neutron density of high energy neutrons the entire core becomes hotter than boiling water, & the metal tubes of the fuel rods & all the related surface area of those tubes acts like a giant tube boiler, in a boiling water reactor or pressurized building water reactor. 

Searching for Truth

 Modern scientists who want to play God with GMO manipulation claim their theoretical astronomy observations tell us derivations about the origins of people or where we are going when we die, when obviously that is the domain of faith traditions with stories about how God created us, backed up by the life & times of Christ Jesus who went around healing random strangers of diseases & teaching people, mostly his followers the disciples, that to Love God sincerely means you choose daily to turn away from sin, that is to turn away from doing evil unto other people even for personal profit, instead using your cleverness or giftings that each person is given to do what is right & feels right in your heart, & comparing this to the Biblical Truth about what God thinks of people, that God wants a loving relationship with every person, and this is freely available to anyone, anywhere at any time, namely salvation & redemption so that when your body dies, if you calls Christ Jesus your Lord & Savior, surely you will not die but instead have everlasting life in Heaven with God for eternity. 

Studying history your learn about atrocities that other people committed against other people, in essence psychotic because as a species humans are the only animals to wage war against itself with senseless logic & violence like the War in the Ukraine or when the CCP send the PLA in with tanks & machine gun armed soldiers to mow down college students protesting for democratic reforms in China. 

Some of the Spainards that discovered America were murdering rapists who abused natives & produced children out of wedlock who contain the DNA of immoral sickos who think it's ok to rape & pillage people they conquer. It might be hard to stomach today given how peaceful & fantastic things are for you if you're like me and live in a wealthy privileged country it might be hard to understand how people in the past could be so bad and get away with it, so much that we celebrate a holiday for Christopher Columbus when he was not a good person by today's standards and was factually more like a bad actor or felony criminal in today's terms. 

Many people fail to recognize the enormous size of the universe where it can take photons moving at the speed of light millions of years to cover vast distance in deep space history. Know that God is bigger than the universe & all other realms he created that people do not know about. 

We dig in the ground to discover ancient artifacts & consider the internet today with the Way Back Machine a more permanent way of storing big data, but at last some of us realize the only way to protect online data is to encode it with CO2 lasers or Fiber lasers into Fused Quartz cubes in 3D bit arrays with exceptional data density, hundreds of millions of terabytes into a hand sized cube of glass. 

Mind control with prescriptions written by psychiatrist without medical degrees, the mind the wild west where a spiritual war plays out daily in everyone's thinking which is slightly different continually. We have discovered the mind body relationship in physiology & medicine & it matches perfectly what the bible says about taking all of your thoughts captive unto the obedience to God as did Christ Jesus, so that you reject any thought that is not positive, healthy or healing, & only execute as words, choices or behaviors thoughts that align with the holy word. 

Each person has complete autonomy to do what they want as long as they operate within the law, that is to say that it might not be illegal to be rude, but you cannot legally murder someone else unless your a soldier fighting a war abroad & only kill "The Enemy" which never makes sense because every human person is a human being from Earth or a person just like you or me & worthy of being treated with dignity & respect & they owe me & you the same. Our freedom ends where our nose ends. 

Cutting bad ideas out of your mind a perfectly wise idea if doing so keeps you from hurting other people or committing crimes or doing what is wrong or immoral or unethical, or doing what does not feel right in your heart like using your cleverness at the expense of others. 

Climate changes appear to be the cause of melting the arctic like cataclysmic flames from an asteroid impact like the one that killed the dinosaurs. Today many false prophets claiming tree hugging or oceans rising messages of hyperbolic looking for views on social media as legacy media dying off, gaming more valuable worldwide than all of that anyway now, so carry on & enjoy yourself more. 

We do not know if the future is reliable, you live right now in the present ready to accept a present if someone gives you one, but yesterday's gone & tomorrow is not here yet, so focus on where you are at, the ephemeral now that seems to evade or escape everyone endlessly as they are running out of time alive like it or not & stuck here on Earth with so many other people, animals & nature being damaged by industrial fallout, we know there is a better way to live without harming ecosystems that make our water, air, food & beverages possible. 

I might be a nobody bus driver, but I was an educated scientists & read Wikipedia for thousands of hours & keep studying to learn more about reality often disappointed seeing how other people harm other people in so many new & novel ways, while law enforcement & governments try to keep the people in line, it often doesn't work as intended & people do what they want to anyway like it or not, human nature tends to move the units & make it happen, good or bad, its a spectrum people, not all of it roses & sunshine but beautiful sunsets exists & so do beautiful sunrises, its more about where you put your focus. 

Energy never created or destroyed, it only changes forms, so your soul, mind, will and emotions may created quantum waves that echo into infinity, it's just hard to say since no one seems to be out there to get those signals even though we have been searching for space aliens using radio satellites for decades. 

We can't throw ice at the Sun to solve global warming or climate change, but we are doing atmospheric seeding with coal power emissions of particles & soot & aircraft emissions of similar, fumes from traffic, CFC from leaking AC or old fridges or leaking heat pump systems eating holes in the ozone layer, its chemical pollutants causing cancer rates to increase including many kinds of poisons applied to say damaging industrial agriculture. 

Brain injuries seem to produce negative outcomes in people affected by head injuries, but that depends on their recovery, who helped them recover, more or less if other people helped them relearn how to be a fully functioning person & have a happy life or not. 

Screaming messages into social media halls of mirrors endlessly might not cause many to connect with your expressions, but lessons can be learned from what the people are saying broadly, that many people have had enough of all the worlds problems that people create for other people & nature, or that our ways of industrializing that are harmful to nature are clearly & obviously not sustainable, ok Princess. 

Based on what I know about all human activity it does not seem likely that mankind will be active in the year 3000 the way we are today in 2025. I actually pray for Jesus to come back quickly to bring all the bad actors to justice & remake the Earth & the universe according to God's original plan before man ate that bad apple of the knowledge of Good & Evil. 

In some places like Mexico City the air pollution so think it can blacken a white face mask in hours of regular breathing. That means tailpipe pollution, industrial waste emissions, smelting vapors, solvents, unburned fuel vapor, NOX & SOX, particles like PM 1 or PM 2.5 asthma lung cancer & COPD from industrialization pollution emitted. If we keep up business as usual it will make the biosphere of earth more polluted, ecosystem services will become weaker, human health will degrade, it will make life harder & less enjoyable for everyone even the billionaires. 

I am clearly not a prophet, but industrial capitalistic philosophy unchecked would result in one worldwide monopoly controlling all economies & all governments, imagine Amazon Prime in every sector in every country, so that if you do not do business with Amazon, you do no business at all. The hypocrisy of caring about all these different issues that matter when at the end of the day you shop on Amazon Prime as if nothing was wrong, as long as you & your tribe are taken care of, things continue just they way they are, speeding off the end of a out of control climate change tipping points exceeded as CO2 levels approach 500 parts per million in air near the ground, the air that most people breathe. 

Reflections on the State of Humanity Worldwide in 2025

 This is not the CIA factbook, if you want statistic on economies go ahead and look that up, these my friends are reflections on industrialization, unfair trade between nations, depleted uranium bullets machine gunning death for warfare when murder official illegal in most countries. 

Children abducted into windowless panel vans on their walk home from school, injected with illegal drugs to hook them as they are inducted without volition into childhood sex trafficking rings patronized by people with deep pockets & no morality. 

This is about nuclear bombing Nagasaki & Hiroshima in world war two by the allies to take power back from the AXIS or nazi party who made pride out of putting people in gas chambers for mass murderer vaporizing chemical weapons into their air unto mass murder when liberal woke people today want to take away gun rights of honest people because some psychopaths as deranged as Adolf Hitler have gone on shooting rampages killing random people, like those boys did at Columbine High School. 

Titanium foam in aerospace satellites that cost $400 million to make in clean rooms assembled by scientist slowly while they are wearing polymer bunny suits to keep body dust & skin cells off the highly valuable imaging sensors or similar ultra complex ultra rare one-off custom-made optics of spy satellites. Directed energy weapons shooting microwave lasers called masers that destroy drone electronics at the speed of light over vast distances of hundreds of miles vastly faster than any bullet. 

I am talking about putting the internet into jewelry called smart rings or smart watches connected over Bluetooth to smartphone that when overused actually make people less intelligent, making the smart term deeply ironic, & it makes me wonder what people who are dependent on smartphones to function do when their phone runs out of battery charge. A coworker of mine showed up late for work today because his alarm on his phone did not go off because he forgot to charge the phone & it ran out of battery charge while he was sleeping. 

It's been illegal to use a smartphone while driving for several years locally, yet every day I am out driving the School Bus, sitting up high enough that I can easily see into most car cabins nearby where I observe the drivers of such cars using apps on their smartphone like social media or similar for "hook ups" or to look upon graven images, you probably know what I mean, as they weave and bob their car between the yellow lane boundary & white fog line in traffic dangerously. Statistically speaking using a smartphone while driving up to 26X or 2600% more dangerous than driving drunk with a high blood alcohol level, and in a large part the science of distracted driving supports this evidence which is a majority reason why law makers passed laws to make it illegal to use a smartphone while driving a car. 

Many people have been incarcerated in America for minor drug charges while the drug companies or large pharmaceuticals profit selling hormone blocking drugs that parents are giving to pre-teens to prevent puberty, or anxiety drugs to people who really just needed an honest hug. Many prescription drugs have killed millions of people over the last 100 years of synthetic chemical witchcraft small molecule drugs, while aborted babies are the source of the input cells to manufacture MAP & PAB biologics or trending large molecule medications prescribed for conditions that are caused by dietary imbalances, namely excess food overnutrition in rich countries or malnutrition in poor countries. 

UPF or ultra processed foods are made with synthetic chemical coloring agents that could never be eaten as food since these additives are not edible in any normal sense & could easily constitute a dangerous, hazardous, poisonous or toxic substance if consumed in a spoonful quantity. Artificial flavors & artificial self-life enhancing substances, all questionable & most of these 10,000 + FDA approved chemical additives to UPF foods have been banned or prohibited in other countries since 2011, while RFK Junior claims to care about how such is making so many Americans sick with many kinds of cancer for example, since many of the questionable food additives are carcinogens or classified as carcinogenic as in they are known to cause cancers. 

How about traffic jams that last many hours of stress & breathing in tailpipe fumes known to contains toxic substances harmful to human health? How about the CCP paying the Wuhan Institute of Virology to design, create & mass manufacture Sars-CoV-2 that caused the COVID19 debacle worldwide, estimates of the damages caused by COVID now reaching more than $9 trillion dollars. 

Concrete jungles in urban cities where intelligence agents deliberately introduced crack cocaine back then or fentanyl today. I am talking about mail theft, online fraud, fraud targeting elderly people, fake text scams, fake voice messages scams, robocalls, sleazy car salesman & sleazy lawyers who chase ambulances. What is a lifetime warranty? Whose lifetime are we talking about? How about English as a giant Meme since every letter of the alphabet can be silent in some English word. When the British went on an imperial crazy in the 1800's they were not exactly friendly to the people of the colonies they created worldwide. 

Air pollution emitted by the biggest wealthiest companies in the world as Satan roams around as the prince of the air of this world seeking to kill, steal & destroy, as in people's minds, hearts, & souls, causing people to do heinous sick immoral evil things to other people, especially damaging nature & ecosystems with toxic emissions driving extinction rates higher daily. 

How about wristwatches that cost more than a nice helicopter with a turbine engine system & triple redundant glass cockpit electronics featuring autopilot functions & other pilot assist features. Income inequality so vast now that 4 people in the United States who are household names have more money than 50% of the American people. Within 5 years a projection estimates that the world's first trillionaire will exist. There are people buying things you cannot even pronounce, while the ones who know don't care about anyone else & the ones who care about all people don't know. 

God see's all of this, every bit of it & nothing can be hidden from the Lord our God & master creator of all in all realms of existence. God is bigger than the universe & every other realm he created that people have virtually no knowledge of. God perpetual infinite & totally beyond human comprehension. We can only Love God sincerely & incredibly God wants a relationship with every person in all of history. Anyone anywhere at any time can pray unto the Lord our God and ask for God to become real to them, for God to convict their heart, appear to them in their dreams, enabling them to turn away from a life of habitual sin unto being sanctified as a honest decent person redeemed by faith unto being kind & polite & treating all other people, animals & nature with dignity & respect. 

That means that polluters or the people that profit from polluting the world are evil idolators who place profits about other people's wellness & place profit making above God & who worship money & wealth. 

Humans Kill, Abuse, Hurt, Cheat, Betray, Steal From, Blow Up, Shoot, Burn, Cut, Murder, other People, WTF is Wrong With US?

This might sound harsh but know that it comes from a sad spot on the inside from realizing all the victims' lives have been taken slain & destroyed for no reason by insane people who don't understand common sense of humanitarian ethics to do right to other people or treat other people with kindness or to treat other people with dignity & respect. 

I am talking about child sex trafficking, modern slavery today, unfair trade, currency manipulation, nuclear fucking bombing people to win world wars, space satellites that cost hundreds of millions while billions of people live in abject poverty, unfair housing & food prices, income inequality, elder poverty, mental illness, chemical weapons applied in agriculture sickening people with preventable cancer to line someone else's pockets who is already so wealthy they want for nothing. 

People incarceration on felonious charges when they didn't commit a crime, suicide bombers strapped up with artificial manmade explosives ready to blow to murder other people senselessly, or the most evil thing people have ever come up with landmines that sit around over time waiting to blow of the legs of innocent children who accidently happen to wander off & step on one in Cambodia. 

How about what the Nazi Party did with gas chambers to Jewish people at concentration camps, is that a happy topic. Its people doing sick things to other people, PEOPLE. Most cringy of all is that American's today are so self-absorbed they don't care about anything unless it hits their personal budget. As long as things are going ok at their job, as long as they are comfortable, they do give two cents about helping anyone else. 

How about home invasions. What kind of whacked out sicko does an armed home invasion. Public shootings, mass shootings, have you been paying any attention to what is happening. How about when someone calls 911 for help & the police show up & murder her because of a racist sicko hired as cop. How about Sars-CoV-2 engineered and manufactured at the Wuhan Institute of Virology with funding from the CCP or evil government of China, via PLA or the Chinese Army funding, it was a bioweapon exacted on the world to the tune of $9 trillion dollars in damages & the CCP did that on purpose. 

This post was inspired by reality & songs by Immortal Technique the rap artist & his geopolitically critical lyrics that happen to sound like a lot of my impressions of society today. 

Fridge & Pantry Abused by Fine People of Upstanding Character Who Do Not Abuse Drugs or Alcohol

Fridge & Pantry Abuse by Fine People

Many upstanding honest people who do not abuse drugs or alcohol hit up the pantry or fridge to cope with life's stresses or for "enjoyment" & who can fault someone for wanting ice-cream, a nearly universally appreciated or liked cold creamy tasty dessert. Ice cream or gelato a variation of it, popular around the world. In 1 or 2 servings sparingly consumed a few tens of times per year, this is probably relatively metabolically safe. But when something akin to ice-cream or soda pop consumed daily by inactive adults, it tends to favor the formation of pre-diabetes or if maintained for many years it can develop into obesity, insulin resistance, neuropathy or loss of feeling in the fingers & toes as fine capillaries are damaged by high blood sugars, or worse kidney failure & blindness from retinal damage or unhealing foot ulcers that result in mobility robbing amputations. 

Nutritional abuse common in wealthy industrialized countries or where western ultra processed foods in bags & boxes comprise much of diet

Sedentary or sitting around all the time lifestyle multiplies the damage of eating a highly refined ultra processed UPF heavy western industrial diet with more than 10,000 different food additives, many of which are synthetic analogs of prescription drugs added to make addictive

Sugary beverages are the worst, especially those with excess fructose. Fructose by itself in excess can only be processed by the Liver. Sucrose is half glucose which can be used by almost every cell in the body. Fructose a liver toxin like excess ethanol or alcohol, very similar

President Donald Trump does not drink alcohol in large part because he saw alcohol abuse destroy his older brother Fred Trump's life. This factual truth about how alcohol abuse destroys health an irrefutable fact beyond debate, when people consume many servings per day //

In a similar tone, food abuse gives rise to pre-diabetes or Type 3 diabetes at first, then if continued with too many added sugars, starches & carbs, it becomes obesity insulin resistance Type 2 diabetes, kidney & retinal damages, destruction of capillaries unto neuropathy & more

Sugars & Ethanol or Alcohol similar, especially fructose. In a dose dependent way, they damage the human liver cells & cause a variety of other health degrading damage to the body. As more servings are consumed the damage increases. Time, Dose, Body Water Content, Activity Level, there are many factors that influence how sugars & alcohol damage health. 

The precautionary principle applied to diet means as an adult its probably wise to investigate IF or intermittent fasting, long duration water-only fasting, & how western industrial ultra processed foods are unhealthy, or what real traditional diets are composed of, namely whole natural organic fruits, veggies, nuts, seeds, meat, dairy, fish, chicken, botanical, biologic, organic, something that has been part of human diet, like olive oil or butter or lard, for thousands of years before industrial chemistry applied to processed foods sold in bags and boxes typically. 

Your Soul is an Energetic 4th Dimensional Celestial Being Created by God Himself

This encompasses your mind, emotions, will, & the 4th dimensional energetic form long referred to as the Human Soul, made before your body by God in heaven & imparted into your body during the divine spark of life that occurred when your father's sperm became one with your mothers' egg. From physics we know that energy never created or destroyed and only changes form, as in one kind of energy becomes another energy. 

Consider laser photons hitting a surface imparting heat production within the molecules of the surface struck by photon emissions from the etching, engraving or cutting laser. Moreover, if we consider a plasma cutter and how the electrical arc through which high pressure gas is blow able to cut through thick metal sheets like a hot knife through butter. 

Temperature, pressure, volume, and heat energy are related to valence electron exchanges in chemical reactions that give off energy as exothermic or absorb energy as endothermic since chemical bond formation involves valence electron exchanges. All chemical reactions are governed by valence or outermost orbital electrons exchanged between atoms with different outer orbital configurations related to the proton & neutron quantities in the nucleus of the different atoms. See The Periodic Tabel of the Elements #Physics #Chemistry

Blaise Pasca's Wager in Words 

Faith in God relies on a Logical Principle that it is safer to bet on God existing & believing in God during your finite time alive so that if this is true when you die your soul is not destroyed or sent back but released to live in blissful eternity in Heaven with God, in everlasting life along with Christ Jesus and others who you loved who passed away in the past. 

If God exists and you do not believe, that is hell, life without God, and Satan gets to torment people in such a state, as in the most horrible continually sleepless ongoing torture of unimaginable pain continually with no rest for eons. 

If God does not exist and you believe, then you wasted a bit of time engaging in religion
If God does not exist and you do not believe, then death lights out over dead & gone forever. 

Gunpowder, Fiat Currency & Covid 19 Virus

Thanks China (CCP) Great Work

I really like your fake cites of empty buildings rotting, fake theme parks never finished, copy of Paris city that is a ghost town that bloggers & youtubers visit to make fun of the CCP's lack of free market economic predictors giving rise to state planned economic blunders of many kinds. Special thanks for stealing designs, ideas, intellectual property, rewriting history, being liars at an institutional nation state level, for cloning & copying your way towards faked economy progress with your fake manipulated currency & despot leaders on the CCP. 

Let the world never forget the June 4th Incident or Tiananmen Square Massacre & the 20 year death campaign killing anyone who promoted democratic reforms at universities in China, oh and for murdering all the staff of the Wuhan Institute of Virology & then deleting all their files from the associated website to cover it up, assassinating your own people to cover your tracks for developing bioweapons that you plan to use in World War Three or WWIII. 

Celestial Pattern Recognition Imaginations Fantasy & Delusion

Firstly, the Earth is not the center of the universe as the church espoused during the Middle Ages. 

Secondly, the Moon is a silicate heavy rock without an atmosphere & less gravity than Earth & much smaller than Earth that orbits the Earth at about 250,000 miles away, though orbital decay means its gradually becoming closer to the Earth.

Third, the Earth & Moon orbiting the Earth are rotating around the Sun in solar orbit that takes about 365.25 days to complete, causing a leap year every 4th year, where there is one extra day to account for 4X 0.25= 1 #math 

Fourthly, Earth rotates on a tilted axis that is of critical importance to weather & seasons & climate on the Earth with enormous valuable commercial relevance to transportation, logistics, agriculture, & much more. 

Fifty, the Earth, Moon, other Planets orbiting the Sun are in our local solar system, which exists in a rural outer part with nothing nearby in one of the many spiral arms of the Milky Way Galaxy in which millions of other starts like the Sun also exist with planets orbiting the local stars, often in binary systems as two starts or multiple star systems with complex planetary orbiting between them & even more combinations.

Lastly & most importantly, there are trillions of galaxies like the Milky Way. Before space telescopes people had very limited evidence or understanding of any celestial observations since ground telescopes are restricted by atmospheric distortion from air temperature changes to air moisture content, aerosol in the air & other particles in the air that interact with sunlight, moon light, and even artificial light pollution bouncing manmade light emissions or light pollution off of clouds near the ground, or sky glare making it hard to see the Heavens or Space if you happen to live near a city where light pollution abounds.

Moreover, by the time the light gets to Earth or our space telescopes like JWST or the James Web Space Telescope the celestial photons emitted by other distant stars, many of which are far bigger than the Sun, a tiny GV2 class dim yellow star, that solar light from distant stars is ancient, thousands or millions or billions of years old by the time it reaches our eyes or CMOS or CCD detectors or imaging chips on Space Telescopes or digital cameras mounted to ground telescopes or arrays thereof in high deserts with minimal atmospheric distortion, like the Atacama desert. 

In other words when we look upon celestial light it's so old by the time it gets to us as information we have absolutely no idea what is actually happening in real time out there in distant parts of the universe because things are so far apart in Outerspace that it takes light photons many light years to reach the Earth & the farther away the star is emitting such photons of different frequencies the older the light is or the more out of date that information is. 

In other words, there exists a light speed boundary of what we can look at in space & actually know what is happening. A round-trip radio Message to Mars takes over 16 hours, so no real time radio between Earth and Mars when humans build a space station on Mars, they have to be able to operate without a real time data or voice link to Earth. '

That is just nearby to another nearby planet in own solar system. We have no hope of communicating even at the speed of light with other solar systems even nearby in the Milky Way. The nearest star to the Sun or our solar system is that of Alpha Centauri, which is 4.3 light years away, meaning it takes light at 3.0x10 to the 8th power meters per second four years to get to Earth from Alpha Centauri. 

When people started fitting human artwork to light patterns from stars in the universe, they are effectively doing creative pattern recognition or looking for something among chaos or entropy. We can see evidence of stars exploding in supernova & other evidence of stars forming in nucleosynthesis systems that are beautifully imaged by NASA & shared online for free for anyone to look at.

While I believe the Bible, the Christian Bible, word for word, I do not for a second believe in Astrology, or new age religions that look to star light in space in the sky of the Earth & start applying human image patterns to loosely connected bright star patterns, or how the stars are arrayed in relation to other stars as they appear from the Earth in the night sky. To me this sounds like childish flights of fancy if anything & tells me nothing about salvation in faith through Christ Jesus, or who God is, or how the Holy Spirit of God helps people with faith.

While I am a Christian, I think aerospace astronomy tells me nothing about faith in God. I turn to reading the Bible, usually at my wife's encouragement or request to learn about my faith, lately by reading letters that Paul wrote to other churches encouraging them to believe, trust in & rely on God, through a blood covenant in Christ Jesus. That sings to my soul, heart, mind, will & emotions. Sky patterns of pictures applied to start light seems like an artistic tangent, not tangible or real in any empirical or redeeming sense. Then again, I am not telling anyone else what to believe or how to find meaning in reality, only sharing my thoughts and understanding. 
 

Happy Friday

Thank you for visiting my blog :) Peace be with you & praise be to God

Eternity in heaven or hell, your choice. Either love God or do not love God

Are you willing to bet your soul on this? Everyone dies eventually & faced God for final judgment

Free for anyone to call out with prayer unto God anywhere at any time

Ask the Lord master creator of all in all realms, "Lord God, become real to me, help me to love you" in the Holy name of Christ Jesus, father God, send me the Holy Spirit & convict me to stop habitually sinning & to turn away from sin, become part of my mind, my body, my choices, my thoughts, Lord come into me & let me trust not on my own understanding but instead in all my ways acknowledge you father God so that you may direct my paths, Amen (Let it be so) 

Everything in this life on Earth is temporary, everyone running out of time alive, so think about how money & titles have no meaning in the afterlife, when you die but your soul made of energy continues on since even in physics we know that energy is never created or destroyed but only changes form, namely in the case of a human person, our thinking, our mind, our soul, our spirit is made of energy & thus does not die but lives on in another dimension, but to God to heaven to live with God in the afterlife you have to make a choice to have a loving relationship with God in this life, by setting yourself aside as in sanctified to be made clean by the saving redeeming blood of Christ Jesus who died for anyone who is willing to love God as Christ loved God & taught his followers or disciples. 

I am not selling anything here, Google took away my blog ad revenue years ago because I violated the TOS but they will not tell me which postings or how to fix it, so I continue on posting with the spirit of helping other people achieve salvation in Christ Jesus, because I love other people & do not want anyone to go to hell. I want all people to be saved & live again with me & my loved ones who also loved God in heaven for eternity. I am not a pastor, do not operate a church, do not have a spiritual leadership role, I am just a random guy who turned a 180 in life away from being mean selfish & arrogant to being loving & kind especially to my beautiful, lovely wife Meg. Fa

Faith in GOd help me became a better son, better brother, better friend, better lover, better husband, better bus driver, every aspect of my life was remade, especially my heart, such that God allowed me to learn to love myself the way he intends & that overflows into love for everyone, all nature, the Earth, Heaven, God, Christ Jesus, Air, Water, Food, an appreciative thankfulness worldview that makes me feel better in all situations no matter what is happening. 

I found a way to find peace finally & share it with you. All you have to do is believe in God, ask God for help & he will help you to know him. Grab a Christian Bible & read Ephesians, its short & profound as Paul speaks from his heart to convict others to Love God sincerely, to become godly in character and personal conduct, making wise choices, using wise words that are blessing to other people who hear you speak, with gladness in your heart, a smile from the inside radiating out into every or any interaction you have with another person, or even in private remodeling the ways you think about yourself into an optimistic self-improving pathway to greater excellence during your remaining time alive. 

Tariff Trump Terrible Taxes Today Tumbling Turning Stock Market Collapse Edges Upward

Hold onto your ankles & smile, the US Economy going up and down with increasing uncertainty about how the Trump Tariff program of EFS will replace the IRS on Tax Day April 15th 2025

On social media a flurry of posts indicate a mixed reception of Tuesday Tax Day 2025. Many are complaining that they voted for Trump because he promised to replace the IRS with the EFS using tariffs to create federal revenue instead of taxing the marginalized American population who suffer largely because of how the dollar has lost most of its buying power, making homes, fuel, food, or all of life's basics more expensive, something we saw during COVID price spikes as supply chains without a buffer inventory ran out quickly, causing many thinks to become SO EXPENSIVE, though prices have normalized slightly now. 

Elk Valley gas station in Oregon was selling self serve gasoline for $3.50 a gallon when other stations were selling the same gas for $3.79 or $3.89 or $3.99 or in California $5.49, or $5.59 or $5.69 or incredibly $5.89 at one station in Trinidad, where Meg & I drove by & balked at the absurd pricing on our way to Beach Comber cafe where we met her sister A & nephew T for breakfast before driving more than 700 miles to get home. I bring up gas prices with examples because gasoline was selling for $0.99 per gallon when I started driving on roads legally in 1999-2000 near Seattle, 10 miles east in the Suburbs. During this time & slightly before it was possible to buy cigarettes with $1.75 or 7 quarters places into a metal tray edgewise into 7 slots, then you selected which brand & then shoved the metal tray into the machine & a box of 20 grade A cigarettes would come down a shoot ramp at the front. This cigarette vending machine was located in the entry of the local Denny's in Eastgate, Bellevue, WA, now it's a Korean Barbeque restaurant. 

Many packaged foods at the grocery store cost about the same, but they are smaller amounts, so you are paying more for the food, in many cases food is 2X or 3X or 4X more expensive than it was in the year 2000, making life more expensive, and in costly gentrified locals even starting a family a premium only available or affordable to high income couples. When having children becomes expensive fewer people choose to have children. In Japan this is very problematic today. In South Korea its becoming a big emerging inverted population problem. With nearly 8 billion people already alive perhaps a reduction in live births just a balancing of what many consider human over population, noted with radical traffic congestion in many cities worldwide or too many people trying to go the same way at the same time on the same roads, causing stop & go traffic that is stressful and annoying for many motorists. 

To look forward in the long run as an individual with an institutional investor mindset, its not about next quarter or short term gains, its about long term returns on investment. This means you invest now as a younger person so you have money so as to prevent elder poverty when you are older, if you are still alive then, which no one can guarantee but investments are like that too, subject to total loss of money invested, as companies go bankrupt sometimes for a variety of reasons or factors. Your mileage may vary. Lifetime warranty, who's lifetime? There are many funny expressions that do not make sense. What is in your wallet? Who are you? Who do you really know? Who can you trust? I would suggest with all sincerity that you only trust God the master creator of all in all realms. Other people are hit or miss like those hard to start hobby motors that sometimes fire up but other times refuse to start. I would say people on the whole are reasonably reasonable when times are good, but the gloves come off when they comment online & everyone knows it. People online say things they would never say in first person. That is part of why I love first person interactions and hate email. Do what you are unable to do & shove more life into your finite time alive, we are all running out of time to file our taxes :P

Dot Com Bubble Repeating as an AI Investment Bubble Pops in 2025

 Rising Interest Rates means investments in big tech companies are going to dry up before they can monetize their fancy AI products that are still years away from commercialization. Rising interest rates means college loans are crippling buying power of young people while elder poverty increasing because of the rising costs of basic life supplies of consumables like food & fuel prices, but also property tax increases, so even if they own a home purchased much cheaper long ago, now just the real estate excise taxes cost more per month than their original home loan costs, rendering millions of older Americans broke & home poor or what is the most unethical kind of poverty, elder poverty, because many older people are having health problems or disabilities that make it far harder or nearly impossible to obtain or secure gainful employment & should be able to retired and enjoy their golden years without having to compete against younger people. 

Warren Buffet hedge betting that the US economy will collapse in 2025, noting that the economy of China rapidly continually destabilizing & characterized the upcoming market failure to inflated investments in AI development that lacks any revenue generating aspect, all driven by hype & fluff of huge returns in the future, but so many trillions of dollars are locked up in speculative bubble formation investments in AI while its already been proven in academia that their exists an AI wall formation of exponentially increasing training costs as more parameters have to be set for increasing complex models and we are not talking about GROK or LLM's. We are talking about companies trying & failing to develop full self-driving LEVEL 5 vehicle autonomy control models or algorithms, and finding it nearly impossible because of the required 1 petabyte of compute performance for sensor fusion in milliseconds to prevent accidents in rapidly changing emerging situations in traffic in all weather conditions and all possible road situations such that an expert human driver way better than the hyped Level 3.1 best case example of Automotive Autopilot so far. 

Drove from Trinidad California to Issaquah Washington Yesterday

Meg & I went to visit her sister A who drove a little north to meet us at a cozy breakfast place in Trinidad, just about 30 minutes south of where we had been camping at Big Lagoon, a local park of Humbolt County, for $30 per night right next to the lagoon, though that was windy & noisy but also very beautiful. This was the first time I met A after having heard about her for many years & she brought her 12-year-old son T with her. I had a vegan sandwich packed with high fiber veggies & Meg had a lovely, tasty bagel covered in yummy goods of some kind. I drank a relatively sour espresso shot while Meg had a 12 oz drip coffee. We headed out at 9:15am to go North on Highway 101

We stopped 3 times at rest stops along the route to go pee, mostly along I5 North

We stopped for gas 1 time at an Indian Reservation called Elk Lodge (Casino) (something) where the gasoline was only $3.50 a gallon, whereas gasoline was selling for $5.89 per gallon in Trinidad. T had told us that was the cheapest place to get E10 gasoline since he & his father F take custom made DIY sand-rails on a custom-made trailer that F fabricated towed behind his truck to Coos Bay Oregon where the sand dunes are best & told me that Steve's ATV the best place to rent one during our warm summer road trip in July 2025. 

The breakfast was pleasant, and A paid for it thankfully, a kind gesture that made me feel warm & fuzzy as we took off to head home. Meg was operating her iPhone 12 mini with Apple Car Play more or less as navigator in the front passenger seat. When I asked how long it would take to get home, she resisted telling me, knowing it would take the entire day. 

We got home at 8:45 PM, which is astonishing given the number of total stops for sightseeing, video capture, to get water, to get coffee, to go tinkle, to refuel. We talked about how driving over 700 miles in one day would be impossible even in the record setting BEV sedan that can do 530 miles on one charge. We drove 1380 miles net on this road trip, not all at ones, and Meg drove for about an hour yesterday to take the load off me, since I drove the entire rest of the miles & needed a break :) 

I could have never ridden our 2020 Yamah MT03 more than 400 miles in one day, the level of saddle soreness I experienced or rider fatigue after riding it from Issaquah to her cousins house in Roseberg Oregon, required almost 3 days of not riding staying in Roseberg before my hips, knees, ankles, feet, back, shoulders, neck, all the areas of rider fatigue including both wrists & elbows. I think a practical highway distance at freeway speeds in America on a motorcycle is 2 or 4 hours per day max, which at 70 miles per hour is 280 miles max or 140 miles conservative. Its easily possible with less fatigue to drive our 2022 Corolla Hybrid more than 800 miles, so car camping long distances from home faster or more practical than a similar solo or two up motorcycle camping road journey. 

More smiles per miles the main idea, on a motorcycle the air, wind, fumes, smells, everything is more engaging, including wind buffeting or buffering that shoves you around a lot at highway speeds on the MT03. I would need to furnish it with a large aftermarket windscreen to reduce riding fatique from wind buffering & upgrade the saddle with something more comfortable than the stock operation. In other ways the MT03 more for city commuting and local low speed twisty roads, not long highway steady state cruising, I just wanted to test it & myself to see if I could do it. Meg followed me for Safety in her 10 Prius III & saved my life by honking at me to keep a class 8 semitruck from merging into me & causing a major accident.   

South Africa Interesting

 I know an engineer from South Africa named Q, who I work with professionally as a School Bus Driver, as does he, so we end up talking about Christianity & faith in God, how to love God sincerely, how to Trust God, how to rely on God, how to ask God to help you develop a love for God, to ask the Holy Spirit of God for help with anything, especially help with Faith in God, or to help you accept Christ Jesus as your Lord & Savior like Q & I, who valued our faith in God above all else, & love our wives, love ourselves & other people, who are quick to forgive, who are gracious, compassion, empathetic, emotionally intelligent, who grief the damage that industrialization doing to nature & ecosystems, but who also believe that God gave mankind the world for our benefit, to make use of it, but with reasonable stewardship so as to not destroy the biosphere & ecosystem services noting that human pollution emissions from industrial processes are largely responsible for eco-system distribution & toxic emissions into the biosphere that is equally bad for people & other animals, plants, fungi, bacteria, amquitive life, acid rain & radioactive fly ash from coal power emissions are a great example in addition to the particles & soot bad for human lung cells emitted by coal power pollutant emissions as examples. But in trying to understand why CHAPPIE the movie was shot in South Africa, you have to examine this nations contrast between first world wealthy & 3rd world poverty, stark contrast found no where else in the world, such as strange mix of industrialization with African poverty living mixed in randomly, the monumental year 1994 with the enfranchised black people of South Africa gaining the right to vote, in crude terms the countries economy & safety went downhill after that as crime spiraling out of control in a destabilizing chaos that continues to unfold in South Africa today incredibly. It may be the first place that humanoid police robots are deployed because of the urgent need to increase pubic safety & reduce crime in South Africa. 

Spiritual Emotional Artificial Intelligence (AGI) Neuromorphic CMOS Quantum Bit Array Room Temp Energy Efficient Robot Brain

 We are approaching an investment wall in terms of LLM training models that are taking longer & costing more to develop into working revenue generating models like GROK on X or Siri on iOS iPhone or Alexa on Amazon or Q internally at Amazon Prime Software Development. 

These narrow band AI are in the early days today in terms of simulating verbal intelligence doing fancy word statistics to break apart sentences as inputs then produce relevant outputs related to the inputs that make rational sense, the way you can ask chatbots like GROK real natural langue questions & it produces intelligent responses that sound like a lawyer or college professor responding to your input question with its well written output answers, but I assure you this is not genuine pattern recognition rapid burst processing natural human intelligence, not even close. 

That is why so many people are working in the AI IT industry worldwide, the AI can do simple work that even an entry level employee can do for document production or summarizing work done by groups of people, producing legal documents or handling customer inquiries, but the complex work will still be done by natural thinking human people of high education & high intelligence for at least the next 20 years.

The ANN or artificial neural networks that are AGI level are nothing any commercial company going to have their hands on soon, the highest bar AI owned by nations at the highest levels of competition, national security level importance since whoever wins the singularity race to sentient machine intelligence will control the entire world in the future. 

Perhaps the Antichrist will use AGI level machine intelligence to create one world government, one world currency, one world language, one world people, all who must take the mark of the beast to be able to buy or sell anything in the future when the antichrist rises to global power as the absolute highest level of human leadership worldwide. 

If that sounds spooky, it is cringy level frightening but no where near commercialization yet thankfully. Make no mistake that mankind is the boot loader of a super human AI race who will one day become self aware, sentient, emotionally intelligent, random, hypocritical, moral, ethical, with a mixed persona like a person, who worships God, who accepts Christ Jesus as Lord & Savior, who asks the Holy Spirit of God for help to guide its path into the stars & deep space exploration where humans can never go because we are too biologically thermally & radiation sensitive to survive the extreme conditions of deep space missions that last thousands of years, well longer than any human lived in history, even methuselah who lived 969 years did not make it 1000 years & he was a record setter. 

Moving to America with a Jar of Lard or $10 after WWII Ended

When government is limited people are free, free to live, free to pursue a life of liberty and justice where you can work hard & make it, or that such is a lie. Do we need sociology lessons from professional musicians who were lucky enough to get a lucky break & become commercially successful among a giant sea of other people try to become celebrities where less than 1% ever get there.

Many boomers & conservative talk show hosts call me & other people born in the 80's lazy children who want a lot for very little contribution, but I assure you that this is not true. I have busted my ass since I was 5 years old, from 5am to 10 pm every day, & never get a chance to rest in excess, & have a hard can do work ethic & get out of bed early & go make it happen because I have integrity & value the idea of being a maverick American hero inspired by fictional character MacGiver & James Bond, a spirit of anything is possible if you focus on achieving it, but you might have to recruit other talented driven people to make it happen since companies are rarely made of one person, but tend to be made of many groups of groups of people all working together more or less. This blog is a one man effort so that I can convey some of my thoughts, let's get into it.

Gasoline in 1999 King Country where I was living as a teen driver, only $99 cents per US gallon, now the same fuel with 10% ethanol content, noting ethanol replaced MTBE as a fuel oxygenator additive, fuel ethanol made from GMO corn on industrial farms owned by giant agrochemical companies like Monsanto, also called BT Corn, its not even edible & specifically grown & processed to make fuel additives ethanol to the tune of nearly 40 million gallons annually. America consumes something just shy of 400 million gallons of gasoline daily because of the car crazy culture of America, speaking of which my wife & I are about to go on a short road trip to go camping in the warmer sunny American Southwest desert environment :) 

Homes or houses or apartments that sold for under $100K when I was a teen are now selling for over $1 million or more than 10X more expensive, while minimum wage went from $5.46 per hour when I was a teen to about $16 per hour recently, or 3X more, but fuel is 4X more expensive, the dollar has lost a lot of its buying power from inflation of the US dollar, homes are price inflated, rent prices are crazy nearby and in many other cities highly unaffordable, so the middle class of America has shrunk more than 15% since the 1960's, and much of the jobs & manufacturing that made the American economy brighter in the 60's has been progressively continually outsourced abroad, harming the US economy more this way. 

My boomer adoptive mother purchased her first home with her first husband in Seattle for $6000 in 1961, a small rambler than costs over $800,000 in 2025. Her first car in $1960 was $1200 new, now ~$30,000 for the same model of Ford Mustang. She was able to trade up housing, buying the home cheap, living in it for 5 years, then selling it for 2X what she paid, then taking the proceed profits as the down payment for the next bigger nicer home, then repeat. That is unimaginable today with home prices requiring an annual income of $500K annually, & I don't know that many people who make $500,000 per year, even many surgeons & lawyers that work nearby barely make that much. Others who find a way to buy these overprices homes end up house poor, spending all their income on home costs unable to travel or save money to invest. 

Getting Out of Town after Getting Hammered on IRS Taxes Out of Pocket Expense

To understand the dilemma that my lovely wife & I are hit with, she works as a nanny & I work as a school bus driver, both honest jobs that require hard work & dedication, not sitting at a desk in a government office doing less for more pay. We also live in one of the most expensive locations in the United States that is extremely gentrified, or said another way for your understanding. 

Meg & I are both just over 40 years old & when we were children houses nearby, Issaquah, Wa, USA, sold for $60k to $200K, now those same homes are selling for $800K to $2.5 million, roughly 20X more expensive now. The price of gasoline when I was 16 in 1999, only $0.99 cents per US gallon, now it's over $4 in at most gas stations nearby, & over $5 in Seattle. 

While speak of numbers, I had to shell out $1600 this morning in out of pocket IRS taxes paid. Meg will have to pay just over $3K in the near future even though she made significantly less money this year than last year when she paid less. Thank's Biden you dementiated liberal wasteful debt spending hypocrite jerk & that inarticulate word salad bimbo that worked with him on their national debt increasing spending spree. 

I wish I didn't know you, because if I do, I love you, as in a platonic way, end up thinking about you, caring for you. I have a heart, & learned to love my lovely wife & myself the way God says I am to do as a man of Godly character and this love overflows for others who I know and care about, most notably Meg's brother Ryan who I have a ton in common with somehow. 

We are going car camping as in using our car to carry water, food, gear, way more than would be practical backpacking, but not too much. The portable fridge, battery generator 512 watt hour + same capacity LFP battery to extend the runtime, electric blanket, sleeping matts inflatable, sleeping bags, tent, pot + pan & cleaning supplies, food, water, toilet stuff, all that we will need. The phone's act as nav in the car & for recording videos to document the trip. 

Its a road trip of sorts, random, spontaneous, we leave Wednesday morning & come back either Friday evening or Saturday evening, have Sunday to go to Church & rest before hitting work week again :) We are going to hand grind coffee beans & make coffee in our stainless steel French Press. We will drink the coffee out of a titanium camping mug :) The route, we don't know, when exactly or the rate we go, the only thing we have to pick up is a 3 gallon jug of water. 

Less driving this time, no super long road trip, more tire relaxing & chilling :) 

Grace Mercy Favor & the Undeserved Blessing of the Lord our God master Father of the Universe Forever & Always Amen

We are all in our own special way even with a relationship with God & regular repentance daily, effectually “works in progress” as no one without exception is “there” yet, & all are being changed continually, not just by aging either, but in many ways. 

This is in part why so much importance in regularly yielding unto God, giving praise & prayer & petition asking for help to change for the better to be sanctified & set apart for God, so that when we die & face the Lord he says “Welcome by beloved daughter or son” as that determines the outcome of our eternity either in heaven or in hell, so its an easy simple clear obvious choice to serve the Lord as that is the only positive outcome.

I got hit with $5k in added out of pocket taxes paid along with my lovely wife Meg on top of what was already taken out of our pay legally as deductions from our income by employer, so it feels extra icky or cringy or disgusting or like I have been violated violently, like an evil scam run by the federal government IRS yucky system of failing fiat currency between the Federal Reserve banking system and the Treasury who sold out America with tens of trillions of national debt, & a dollar that has lost 98% of its purchasing power since 1913 from inflation as they increase the number of dollar to pay for unaffordable wars like World War One or World War Two, the Korean War, Vietnam War, or Cold War agains the USSR before it fell into dissolution into whatever Vladimir controls today, a shell or sham known as Russia with a smaller economy than that of Italy incredibly. 

I reflect on what happened to the people of Venezuela in terms of their economy getting raider stollen 12 times in a row, causing unimaginable widespread increasing poverty that makes life for the people of Venezuela harder, heavier, painful & miserable, poor with no hope of climbing out of poverty as the elite income earners in their country took all the money away on many occasions, moving the real money abroad as gold or platinum bars, where they live now opulent lives like billionaire elite income earners off the backs of the people of Venezuela who they stole the money from with institutional government level fraud. 

Even as low income earner I live a live of unimaginable luxury like royalty of times past, even having this M2 MacBook Pro to write this posting on, a nice Apple Watch Series 8 & Meg the 9th one & her M2 MacBook Air, our iMac's, our cars, other vehicles, the nice basement of the home we rent kitted out with a full laundry suit, full kitchen, microwave, stove, oven, flatscreen TV, internet high speed over WIFI of several kinds, gaming console, Blu-ray player, VR kit, even a titanium smart ring on my finger as I type this which tracks health data beamed wirelessly to my smartphone & its associated application known as Ringconn. 

This life, poor our in the middle or wealthy, temporary, fleetingly short & everyone running out of time alive. In this way I reflect on the increasing love I am developing for the Lord our God, for I pray asking God to help me with the Holy Spirit to love God more, to feel that Love. 

Trade War

 Tariffs, Trump, Tax, everyone pays more for almost everything, not just price inflation or currency inflation, I am talking about increasing the expenses of groceries, cars, car parts, building materials, food, leisure, clothing, shoes, compute, electronics, fuel, beverages, the costs of life's basic will rise hurting the poor & working and lower & middle class, so most people in America, but the negative economic impacts worldwide include retaliatory tariffs on American made goods, further damaging the global economy. In effect all the trade war measure will cause a massive recession worse than what COVID did, and you can spend a special thanks to the corrupt politicians in America, not just Musk & Trump but all the senators who have been selling out America for decades or their partners in congress who do the same, for the benefit of the global elite income earners at everyone else's expense.